Awww... I'm glad Sunshine.

It honestly really sounds like he cares for you chica. Can't ask for more than that, sometimes.... especially in this world.

Question though... you say you miss his friendship awfully.... but is that all you miss? Truly? Can you say that being around ("around") him.... you won't want more?

I don't know if I could be like that with K..... seriously.... as much as we try to say that if something were to happen with us one day we'd still remain friends. *sigh*

Hey Ladies, I just got home this morning and I'm HATING it. I spent one of the most incredible months of my life and now its over! I actually got lucky because I was suppose to fly back home Sunday night, but while i was waiting to board the plane they came on the intercom asking for people to give up there seats and fly out Monday morning with a free round trip ticket anywhere in the US. You better believe i jumped on that one. Not only does it give me a free ticket to fly to see him again but I got to spend another night with him. It was hard as I had already said goodbye and cried my eyes out walking towards my gate just to have to do it all over again this morning. I miss him soo much already and I have only been home a few hours. UGH! Im so depressed right now and I just wanna curl up in bed and him be in there with me. I know it will be at least 2 months till i see him again and it just depresses me more! I love him so much and i cant imagine one second without him :cry:

Oh a side note I lost 5lbs while i was there even though I didn't eat very good at all... Man its amazing what destressing can do for someone.

That's so awesome Pammy :)

And the free ticket... whoa! Totally awesome!

I've noticed myself that it's WAAAAAAAY easier for me to lose weight when I'm happy. :) I guess that's one of the things helping me right now as well??

Yeah it seems to have helped me in my weight loss ... last time i spent a month with him i lost 13lbs yes ONE THREE! Its amazing how being happy can help you improve yourself not only physically but emotionally. Good luck we can do this and be incredibly happy at the SAME time... Who would of thought?

Seriously!

They've done tons of studies on that though and they say that women are especially vulnerable to maintaining weight because of depression. Something about things being fired in the brain and whatnot.

Sunshine... anything new going on with you guys? How's the whole talking again thing going?

haha It's okay, it happens. :)

My guy saw my birthday pics from this past weekend, after more than 2 months of not seeing me because of the whole internet thing (during which I've lost about 15lbs) and he was like... in awe. He was like "Baby...? You won't forget who loved no matter what you looked like, right.... RIGHT?"

I was like *smack!*

hehe I <3 our senses of humor..... :)

:o:D Thanks Sunshine... I feel so great too. All my best friends got together somehow for my birthday and people were really shocked at how good I look. I've lost about 45lbs since I met the majority of them a few years ago, and no one could believe it. In one night, I had 2 guys ask for my number! :lol: An ex-friend (if you know what I mean) was there too, and he was like.... all over me. Too funny.

I just hope K can handle it... he's feeling kinda unnerved (though happy and excited for me) how I'm all of a sudden plummeting towards being skinnier. I love him that he'd come to love and accept me for who I am... but it is still pretty funny that now he's kinda off balance (though like I said, excited) about it!

I'm just kinda like... *smug*... "Told ya so..."

Ah well. And top of that... I most DEFINITELY have a long way to go before I'm even REMOTELY close to anything called "hot". ;) Or even, "cute".