The e-book that I downloaded was like 250 pages, so I'm pretty sure it's the exact same thing. They scanned it in, made a .pdf, and then sold it like that. Pretty nifty invention, those e-books.
Susan, I know ... I know, I know, I KNOW! I KNOW better!

That's what makes me so furious at myself. And of course the scale was up another .4 this morning, so now I sit here (well, early this morning -- nekkid and empty) at 146.4. I am just miserable about it, especially seeing that I was around 139 about a month ago. And THIS, my dear friends, is how a regain happens. You get a little too loosy-goosy with the plan, a slip here and a slip there, and before you know it, you've gained back everything you worked so hard to lose! Well, it has never, EVER happened to me and it never will, and I WILL get a handle on it before it goes any farther. Period.
Thanks for the

!! I am sufficiently put back in line now.
And my poor DD is so upset and worried ... tonight is the night she drops the hammer. I told her to call or come home if it gets too traumatic.
