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I will never look good or feel comfortable in a bikini.
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When I am sitting down and my thighs spread out...like literally double in size!
When I am slouched over and my belly sticks out. When I put on shorts and my thighs rub together. When I eat more than I should. When I look in the mirror and I know that over the last year I've gone up 7lbs!! After maintaining for a year! |
When I'm shopping and I'm looking for something in my size... I pass by 2's, 4's, 6's, and usually 8's 'till I find a size 10 near the back of the rack!
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Yesterday I went to a theme park that was basically over-run by high school and college-aged people. I know that I'm past that age-range and therefore my body doesn't have that youthful fast metabolism, and ability to eat junk and still be tiny, but I definitely felt enormous next to all of the 00 girls in their bathing suit tops and shorts, and jealous as they ate funnel cakes and nachos. |
When I am around any of my friends, they are ALL slim.
At the beach When I try on any of my 'happier weight' clothes :P When I sit down and see my tummy rolls! |
When all my girlfriends are eating lettuce and I do the same because I don't want to look like I'm a pig and I'm still starved after but they all complain about how full they are. All I want to do is eat an entire bucket of KFC. So I go home and I do:o
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When my breast retain water..guess it feels more like a cow! Now that my breasts have shunk I love them being small {over 50 lbs} YES they are small and droopy BUT now at least they fit in bras and clothes YEAH! SOOOOO when I retain water it goes there!!!
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I am always changing my goal weight lower because of situations like these! I am sure when I hit my goal weight, I am going to change keep going lower.
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Definitely when I'm trying on swimsuits. This year I opted for a very covered up swimsuit cuz I didn't feel comfortable showing a lot. When I went shopping and tried on swimsuits, I felt like I needed to lose more weight to look good in most things.
Also when I look at my body in the mirror sometimes, I feel big. I'm just waiting and waiting for the day I look in the mirror and see a slim girl. |
I feel overweight when I go out at all anymore. I moved and I'm literally like 3 blocks away from a really nice part of the neighborhood. Not that my area isn't nice itself, it's just a little closer to the NOT nice part of the neighborhood. :lol: And a lot of the women are very, very skinny. They dress up and put on makeup just to go get coffee for crying out out! I'm not a girly girl, I'm usually very casual, and makeup is a fairly foreign substance to me. So I look at them and think, "Yep. I'm fat."
I'm trying to embrace my quirkiness though. It's a work in progress. |
Knowing a have a pair of size 6 jeans in the closet that I used to fit into makes me sad. I'm a size 12 now which is great but I'd like to be single digits again. I just felt so solid, giggles in the right places but not too the wrong ones. I want that feeling again of being healthy making good choices in food and exercising because it made me feel better.
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