I Am Determined!
right now i'm 122 or so. i'm 5"2 and it's all on my hips, which is annoying because pants will be very loose in the front but i'll have love handles sticking out in the back. so my plan is to get down to 110 by august 30. i was counting calories and exercising very strictly until june 1st when i had to go to africa for a month. in the beginning of the trip i lost my appetite and felt amazing, looked pretty thin. however after 3 weeks of starchy and fried food (either you eat starchy/fried food in rwanda or you don't eat at all), i felt back to blegh.
i came back on july 1st and since then have been eating whatever i want. i'm not that bad right now but i just feel gross and out of shape. i worked out on the elliptical for 30 minutes today but also had pizza and a 470 calorie milkshake which i am now regretting.
so tomorrow i start again. the first few days are the roughest. i'm telling myself to tough it out with the counting calories and exercising thing for 2-3 days and after that it's smooth sailing.
so i'm gonna come here and vent and keep myself on track.
i feel so guilty about that milkshake but tomorrow is a new day, and i'm determined. straight to the track when i wake up. back to running 4 miles a day.
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