My ex-husband used to tell me I was fat, so it didn't surprise me that he found someone else. I know I bought into the lies he told me, of never being good enough - to which I have turned to food. We've been divorced a year now and every time I have to contact him, I wind up stuffing my face with whatever I can find. I love carbs, so it's usually that. And then I feel really bad for eating the whole bag of potato chips, loaf of french bread, cheese, whatever is there to eat. My sons are grown and I live alone, so I don't usually have a lot of food on hand unless it's something that won't spoil quickly. I also love to bake, so who is going to eat all those nice warm cookies fresh out of the oven???? LOL With teaching, going to school, volunteering and babysitting, I'm running around alot. When I'm home, I sit in front of the computer.
I just want to be able to lift my grandchildren without feeling pain the next day. I want to be around when my granddaughter gets married. So, my main goal is to HEALTHY.
I hope this is enough. Thanks for listening.
