Thank you for your replies. I feel better now that it is normal. I did call my doctor yesterday. He said that me breaking 120 on the med. would be like me reaching my max heart rate unmedicated. I am still skeptical but hey what can you do. He also told me to stop trying to 'win' over the meds because it is not safe?? huh? Taking me off is not an option though because my blood pressure and heart rate go way too high without it. ::

:: I suppose I will just keep at it and hope for the best.
Btw How do I add a ticker of my progress at the bottom?
thanks,
christina