Good job cake!! how did it FEEL?!?
Pertaining to speed (AGAIN): i think as athletes or runners we get caught up in defining our self worth by how well we perform, or how FAST we can run...... If i have a bad run, (or a couple weeks of bad runs) i tend to let it be my MEASURE of myself as a runner..... why? Cake--your 10:42 BASE pace is awesome! that is an INCREDIBLE improvement. What makes it more awesome though, is how you FEEL when you are running, and the fact that you can now knock out 8 miles, no sweat.
I want to start trying to very consciously start noting how im FEELING while im running...focus on how my body is reacting to my run, and how my brain is responding... Maybe my run tomorrow am wont be my FASTEST ever, but it will be a good run none the less... i hope..... And speed does NOT define how good of a runner you are, nor is it ANY indication as to whether or noty oull be able to go the distance (whatever your goal distance is). Ive ran with ladies who do ultra marathons, with base bases slower than mine....there were woman in the race yesterday who looked so very fit, and had been running for so long, and they LOVED it, and were "hoping" to finish the 10K in under 1 hour and 10 minutes....

Let me give you guys a secret.....i have not one SPARK of athletic ability in my body..... every time i
PR im scared that that is it, thats the TOP my body will EVER be able to do, etc etc..... I LITERALLY have never played a sport, i have NO coordination, i have short fat legs. This is what i DO have....an addictive, OBSSESSIVE PERSONALITY that needs SOMETHING to throw myself completely into!! I have dedication!! that is it! I replaced my 7 year methamphetamine addiction with running.... if you guys were crazy enought to wake up at 2 30 in the am just so you could run upwards of 50-60 miles per week, you would get faster, believe me.
But at what price?
Let your bodies get faster naturally, dont force it like i do...i have no life....... now i need a NEW addiction to replace the SMOKING one i just gave up...HHmmmm, mayhaps an obbsesive calorie counter?? (im NOT calling all calorie counters obsessive, im saying if i were to do it, it would BECOME obsessive

Unfortunately, im sick of being obssessive about body weight things...... Gambling?????? a SEX ADDICT!?!!

Or i could just take up knitting......