I'm so envious of those of you who have no ill effects! I feel like I suffer from every darn symptom that can occur and sometimes feel like a whiner

Anyway, Dec 19th is my big day! I'm hoping to have some relief once I recover.
I still suffer from pain, bleeding, weight gain, etc. The pain is always there so I think I'm used to it. The weight gain is all together another beast! I went to the gym today and see again I gained another 5 lbs. Collectively that's about 25 lbs
I don't want to seem that I'm pointing at that fibroid and saying "it's all your fault" but what's frustrating is that my fiibroid puts me in that state of PMS pretty much all the time so that means I have water retention and I definitely eat a bit more than I did before and don't always make the best food choices. I think what adds to the frustration though is feeling that this weight gain doesn't seem to equal what I'm consuming. I still go to myfitnesspal to track my food and walk and exercise each day. LOL I guess this is like having TOM but instead of fighting a week of weight gain I'm fighting each and every day!Anyway, I'm hoping this madness is over soon and I can just focus on good eating, exercising, and getting back on the weight loss bandwagon. As much as I hate this weight gain I'm trying to relax a bit and realize I just have to get through this and better times will be on the other sides!
Thanks for listening everyone!!!

