Purple-Your husband sounds a LOT like mine. We have been married almost 15 years, have 3 children, and I don't know if I can handle staying with him for the rest of my life. Right now I have a bit of a repreive, as he is in Iraq for 4 months. It has been 1 1/2 months already, and it is SO much easier with him gone. I would love to hear the rest of your story.