Lunula,
I'm so sorry you're going through a rough patch right now. My deepest sympathies about your father. Work sounds very stressful, and your boss is definitely not supportive in any way. I'm so sorry! Chin up though, things WILL get better!
I know exactly how you feel about weight being the only thing you feel you can control. I have always been that way, and am slowly learning to let that feeling go. Have you ever considered talking to a counselor or a therapist?
It might be good for you to have an outlet to someone who can really help you find ways to cope with the stress you feel.
How is your back feeling? I bet it was scary, but I'm glad that it was something that could be fixed? I hope you get to feeling better soon!
Congrat's on the weight loss so far!! That's awesome!!
Keep up that momentum and excitement that you feel with knowing you've accomplished that. I know it feels really daunting at having to "get through" this, but one day at a time, day by day. It's all anyone can do. I always say to myself:
Progress Not Perfection. At the end of the day, if it isn't so perfect, I can honestly say I made an effort to do my best. And I know you will try your best to do this and win! We're all in this together and support is one of the best way to keep yourself motivated and on the road to success. You CAN do this!! That pizza's got nothing on you!
You're stronger and deserve better!
Keep up the wonderful progress you made so far, I think you are doing great.
Keep us updated on how you're doing, You are so worth this journey.
Sending you some
your way. Have a great day!
Remember, Baby Steps!!!