Hi Lori, and
This is a wonderful place, I'm glad your here.
I'm so sorry to hear about your baby, I just can not imagine how that must feel, it is to sad even to think about. Are you or have you tried grieving counceling? I say that because in 1998 my sister died and since then I gained about 90 lbs. It really took a toll on me. I am just now, starting to come around.
I think its wonderful that you are going to get a jump on your weight before it really gets out of control like mine did.
Are you planning on exercising, joining any wl plan?
Hope to see you on the daily thread...thats where the chicks meet every day to talk about what ever is on their minds. The daily is the thread with that day's date on it.
Hugs !!!