Ok, so I have not been to the gym in a week. I have been eating horribly as well. But I am getting ready to face the one year anniversary death of my little bro on Christmas morning so..... I just had to get this out for some reason. I just have not felt like running when I could be at home. I just don't want to go anywhere without the family with me. Hopefully on Tuesday I can get back into the swing of things

Bearcat,
It is the time of year when we all remember those who are no longer with us. It does not matter when they died, it is the season for tears as well as smiles. Having your little brother die just at this time makes it harder and the one year mark is harder still. Try to remember all the good times and ignore all else. Your slip off the track will be fixed soon, so dont let it add to your stress. There are no words to ease your grief, so anything I say will not mean much; however I will say a prayer for you. Know that good thoughts are winging your way. I too have loved ones that I miss, each year the list grows. Some days are hard and others are bearable.
bright blessings,
wannabaloser aka sherry-lynne

Hey Bearcat........do you mind if I ask how he died?

I am so sorry for your loss

(((((((((((((((Bearcat)))))))))))))))

Liz

Both him and my other brother were in a car accident. The brother driving was drunk as all get out and dan wasn't. *sigh* driving too fast on a very curvy road and he lost control. I will never forget getting the call at 6:00am...

so sorry .........

Liz

Bearcat......thinking of you!

Liz