[Ashlie]

Good Morning Ladies... and Welcome Greta

I seriously need coffee this morning. I've been up since 2am and haven't went back to sleep yet and I have to go into work at 6am for OT and don't know how long I'll be there..

Really depressed today and just trying to push it away.... S. moved well his bed last night and slept at his new apartment. I've been trying not to deal with it but I know I have to... I've been royally upsetting myself about his new thing on the side... I'm trying to be the bigger person here but everything in me wants to tell her where she can go and what bridge she can jump off of. Everyone keeps telling me that I am dealing with this well and that I'm a strong person but right now I don't feel it.

I have alot to do today.. and it's nothing I want to do.. but everything I have to do..

Along with that I am on a Men S*ck faze. and I know all men are not the same.

Well I have to run and get ready for work and clean some more..

Hope everyone has a good day..

/hugs
Stephanie

[timmyshawn]

Just a quick post, I'll post more later.
Stephanie- honey, you're a better woman than me, cause the last time a man I was with (my first husband) had a thing on the side, I had a long chat with the girl and let her know he was married and she didn't care so I beat the crap out of her. (I was young and although now I don't recommend violence, back then it sure felt good ) Thank goodness it was a very small town (Mayberry comes to mind), and I had alot of friends at the sheriffs dept. that got me out of trouble. The marriage still ended (thank goodness, now that I look back it.) But DH says that he'd be too afraid to try anything like that, even if he did want to, cause I have an evil and twisted side to me. Just hang in there honey. Maybe it's for the best. Ya never know, you're prince charming may be right around the corner waiting for his chance! Besides if he has a thing on the side and moved out then he doesn't deserve someone as wonderful as you! Well gotta run. TTYL

[KO]

Hey Steph
he is a pig! does his Piece of A** know he is married? if not perhaps she needs enlightenment! (I wouldn't be adverse to a verbal beatdown ) if she knows she's a tramp!
He is not worthy of you at all! you deserve someone who will love you
Hey Heather thank god for friends in high places!
I'm in a crapstorm of pain today between the rain and the residual stress of the week I want to stand in a hot shower for a few hours or indeed days
bbl Kierie