First of all, dump the boyfriend. There is no excuse for what he has said behind your back.
You are beautiful, no matter what your weight or how others view you. For women, it is extremely hard to lose weight because our bodies naturally want to keep the fat, as evolution has taught our genes that fat is good for healthy babies. Keep going like you are going, and try to block out what others are saying about you. They don't matter. In five years, you won't even remember their names.
Good luck and please don't go back to being bulimic. It does more damage to your body than you realize. It's not worth being unhealthy and skinny. Remember, you didn't gain the weight in a day, so you won't lose it in a day.
If you need to, go talk to a doctor about getting on anti depressants or help with losing weight.
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