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Aunty Jam it's always good to see you but not good because it means things are bad Originally Posted by Aunty Jam
Hey all. How's things? I'm going to try be back. I don't really know where to start... or where to go after that. Weight is up. Mood is down. I can't let go of Chase. my husband had a heart attack on May 28th, now he has a really good excuse not to work. I was close to ending it before that. That's partly what triggered it. Now I've "saved his life" and he's all lovey dovey. He's not cleared by the doctors to work yet but he's says he's still looking. If he actually gets a job and then has an accident or another heart attack at work all insurance would be null and void. Isn't that nice. He wants a job now because we have a foster dog that he wants to keep and I told him we can't afford her. She's a beautiful grey and white pit bull and I love her dearly. He says the day after he gets a job we're signing the adoption papers. He says she's not the only reason but you have to wonder why he's suddenly so eager... supporting himself and us wasn't enough motivation? Who knows. I'm almost done. I want to run so bad but I can't get my fat arse off the couch.
what a crummy situation with the husband
I'm sorry that you can't afford the beautiful new foster dog
hugs to you!! 


to our little group and please come often, it does help I think to talk things out. Your routine sure was thrown for a loop with the husband's new job, that can sure be a huge thing. hope things get better for you soon!!
with your kids!! long weekends at the lake and just enjoying having them around
sorry it had to come to an end, like all good things!! congrats to your daughter's position, and hope your son is doing okay! Hey I haven't worked out since...May?? so you and me need to get back on that wagon right 
so I did the shorties.
but we've been having a L-O-N-G stretch of dry days for the first time all summer. So it does mean I spend almost an hour watering my plants but that is my labor of love. 







and that you've been keeping the weight off! Any chance you could see a nurse to get your BP checked instead? Our Dr let's the nurse do that sort of stuff, and it would be cheaper! So glad the weather has picked up, and you're getting out in your bike
I hope
you do hear back about the apartment and that it's yours . Sorry to hear your daughter was so upset but yeah, she called Mom