thank all of you for your kid replies, I am feeling better today....some time away from the worst of the negative feelings helped. I took a test for depression on psychology today website and the results were very helpful. i have a prescription for wellbutrin but haven't been taking it, and I'm going to take the prescription starting tomorrow and get back into the doc this next week. I also think I had a recent gallbladder attack so I'm going to talk to the doc about that too. So things should be getting better.
and i did get out some today. went out with son -- he's nearly 22, and I didn't bring up what he said or anything, just avoided it and tried to enjoy having some sunshine and it did help me a lot, and i think it helped our relationship. I do like the suggestion above about posting the baby bum pics at someday. That's funny.....sweet revenge.
thank you all again for your kind remarks, and helpful suggestions. It has been very helpful.
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