I'm glad you got it out. I hope you feel better.
But to be honest, I'm not sitting here thinking anything like this:
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"I hate talking to people because I feel like they're thinking about how fat I am."
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I'm not thinking about your body at all. I'm thinking -- what's going on in her head?
I'm also sitting here thinking -- whoa! I hope this gal gets some help for her body image distortion before she passes it on to her kids or gets deeper into ED land. That business of throwing up your food... not cool.
You say it right here:
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I am unbelievably uncomfortable with my body.
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It isn't your body, hon. It's your head. Don't try to fix a head problem with a body solution. You are eating too low, you are beating your body up with your head thinkin'... and for what? What is it doing for you? You don't sound happy.
Since you are a student -- try to seek out your health center's help. And check out
www.something-fishy.org too.
I hope you can find it in you to get help and be healthy all the way through -- mind, body, heart and spirit.
GL!
A.