So let me give a little background before I ask this question. I currently take 30 mg of adderall and that is it besides my birth control as far as meds go.
However I have been suffering from major depression and for over a year now but I wanted to stay away from any other medication until now because well Im at my ropes end.
So weary that typical antidepressants would cause me to gain weight I decided to give wellbutrin a try - since my doctor said its safe with the adderall and he is starting me on a low dose.
However my main problem (stemming from the depression and anxiety) is my incredible amount of irritability. For example at work I am on the 2nd floor and lately there has been an increased vibration from something in the building (if i have a water bottle on my desk you can see it moving inside from the subtle vibrating) well this subtle vibrating becomes almost UNBEARABLE to me after a few hours i am so aggitated and pissed off and a little sick to my stomach quite frankly. The nice usually friendly me turns into a raging pent up angry person with nothing to unleash upon.
Not only that but certain noises like my neighbors in my apartment playing their music - have irritated me Soooo badly to the point where i am slamming doors in anger bc theres nothing else to do (the apt management has been reluctant to help me so im screwed until i can move out in 4 months)
So what I am wondering is if the wellbutrin should help me to basically Chill Out? by relieving some of the anxiety/depression? and do you think i should expect to experience some weight loss as well? (I certainly hope so!)
I believe my depression is the reason for being overweight. If I can finally be on a drug that will relieve that I think I can successfully lose and keep the weight off once and for all.
And all I want is to go back to feeling like the normal, old me that I miss, the one thats generally happy and at least able to tolerate annoyances without wanting to punch something. Or eat a whole cake. :P
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I've kept a blog for the past 6 months of the depression and my moods so I will definitly be referencing how I feel a month or two from now and comparing it to than...So far the wellbutrin seems alright, I am a little paranoid about the whole seizure being a possible side effect thing, but pretty much any medication is going to have scary stuff like that right? haha I just hope the odds are good it doesnt happen to me! :P anyhow it will be nice to feel less depressed, irritable, and maybe even eating healthier and not binge eating either soon so hopefully it will work well for me! :P thx guys!