Quick post.

Aunty Jam, sorry to read that you lost your doggie. It's always so hard.

I was off today and got some much needed cleaning done. DF got called into work so I got the day off to myself. Tomorrow we have a store meeting at my part time job at 6am. Ick. So I get to go to the meeting from 6-8 and then got back to work from 2pm-8pm. Kinda makes for a long day ya know?

Mom, you shouldnt feel bad. I can't get any cleaning done unless I'm completely alone, and I know you are never completely alone. I could never do what you do. It's funny how our self esteem for the day is usually tied to how much and how well we eat isn't it?

emaline- welcome back. Congrats on losing weight on a trip. Well done. I hope your back feels better soon. Back pain is terrible.

Unfortunatley back pain is always there but just in different degrees!

Was delighted today to find I have lost 2lb! YAY!!

I can never remember how to change my ticker though. - Very annoying!! Should now read 27lb loss.

I have been an emotional wreck this last week and the gym has kinda held me together, but i got my period today so that explains it...
Its been bad the last few days
My dad who has always made fun of me fat or skinny....was rude two nights ago. I wanted to see if they would help me get a bodybugg and my dad was just like Jessica just pull away from the table. my mom was like that is rude. and he just kept going about it. By that point i was bawling. Moms like do you feel better shes bawling and hes like what im to feel sorry she cant lose weight cause she cant stop eating. Mom says how many pieces of cake did you have tonight? TWO thats right....Hes like i know and thats why I dont lose weight....The difference is I gained my weight ALL from kids and 30lbs from a medication. WHAT IS HIS REASON? He is over weight pretty bad and I dont understand how you can make fun of someone else who is fat. I didnt tell my husband cause he gets very very ANGRY when someone hurts me. So I finally told him last night after I was calmer and of course he kept coming downstairs cause he couldnt sleep and it was too late to call them...he is mad!

Then there is a bunch of church stuff that just made me sick to my stomach and people trying to do stuff that have no clue what they are doing....errrrr

Ok well enough venting for the day!!! Going to go to the gym tonight cause theres just not enough time to go during the day with stuff going on
They are going to do surgery on my fosterdd finger thursday. so its going to be a busy week!

~~~~rest in peace Aunty Jam's beloved doggie!!~~~~ may she be happily bounding over warm grassy fields, with happy doggie grin until she meets with you again.

momof4, best wishes with daughter's surgery!! and sorry to hear of all the emotional stuff. Hang in there!!

hi to everyone else, sorry this is so quick but it is heartfelt.

Happy Weekend All!

Sorry again for the long gap in posts. I am reading on the fly at work and keeping up. Looks like a slow week in here.

Emaline-Congrats on the 2 pounds. Yay for you!

Mom, are things looking any better? That was really inappropriate of your dad. Some people just don't understand how their words effect others.

Vermont, glad you popped in, it's more than I got done this week.

It's Saturday so I'm off. DF is working so I'm cleaning house and going to the grocery store. I had my teeth cleaned this morning and I have an appointment at the end of the month to have my wisdom tooth pulled. Not much else to tell. Life is ok except I'm eating like crazy still. Well going to run and try to get some stuff done.

erm guys, you know it's March, right?

True it is but like no one really has time for the board....I was checking in like everyday then went to like every other day now its like a day a week.....

I know mom, things have slipped in here with everybody's schedule. I will try to do better.

Why I am eating soooo much? I am as bloated as I can get.

I get it..I understand I myself am busy but whats the point of checking all the time it just bums me out when no one is around...ya know?

Gym Challenge starts tomorrow...I get weighed in!! I got me some healthy food I have to work on pumping the water!!! I Want to eat right so my gym time is not wasted. I have been pushing myself hard...but I know I can do more. I got myself from a 18min mile down to a 12 minute mile in 3 weeks! I eventually am going to do a few training sessions. I cant afford every week but I want to do a few to get a GOOD work out an work certain areas of my body and do some different things....I am down 12 lbs and can fit into some of my 18 pants..cant find my dang 20's gonna search for them tomorrow! Completely excited about the gym tomorrow..I took off Saturday to clean the house and I don't go on Sundays!! I really think I am going to throw in a bigger loser workout at night also...Like I am a goal oriented type of persons an I want to get to that goal as fast as possible. Even if it is hard work whatever I can do this!!! LOL

Thats bout it!!!

Hope-yeah everyone goes thru those eating phases..mine is usually before TOM!!!