I just hit a brick wall!!
 

I have just hit a time when I feel soo depressed I really feel tired and hopeless. I am well aware of how depression can affect my way of thinking and at my worst I just don't trust anyone. Why would anyone want to bother to write to me, I'm just an old and decrepid person who can barely walk and I moan about my painful back and often wish I wasn't here! Pain everyday, and not knowing one day to the next whether I will be able to go about my ordinary life just being able to get up and make a cup of tea without crying out in pain. Don't talk to me about medication - either I will be like a zombie hardly able to keep my eyes open for 10 minutes at a time or I have to face things as they are and put up with bread and cheese 24/7. Expect there are plenty of people in the world who would be grateful for that. Don't know what to do with myself. After all the "good" advice I have tried to impart to others I am now a complete and hopeless failure and have binged somewhat for the last 24hours.
At this point I have to stop making any further posts as I shall start putting things that are not really proper things to divulge.

Hey Girl..

Well it sounds like you could use some support, some chicks that can really lift your spirits and/or just listen to you. I would suggest posting on the monthly chat thread here and getting to know some of the ladies who struggle every day. http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/depr...nter-chat.html


Hope to see you there :hug:

Leenie

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