Hey chicks
Thanks for the input about not messing with my med...it is a dumb thing probably to try. I won't continue. I was swayed by the TV ads for Abiliby or Seroquel..did some reading on those, didn't like the negative postings of side effects, and actually I am afraid my doctor would say 'you don't need it' and I'm afraid that would make me feel like there's no hope? I just have to hang in there I guess. My depression episodes can come on SO quickly but they can also leave quickly.
So thanks for the concern, I think thats probably what i really need, to feel that some do have care and concern about my depression. My husband never inquired in the past, and now that he's wrapped up in his own stuff, even less. I'm back at that apathetic bleakness, that I don't really care if tomorrow comes or not, nothing to look forward to. I would not like to lose anyone around me, but I don't see much of a difference in their lives if I wasn't around. They would just have messier lives is all I can see
Hope, HUGS to you. You are working so hard..I'm sure you're doing better than you think you are, but that doesn't help your stress does it. If you can find the tme to work out, it is such a good stress reliever. I hope you can
regarding resolutions and debt - last year I attacked ours (well, first I made my husband promise NOT to use the credit cards for purchases; if he wanted something, it had to be PayPal, and THAT alone cut down alot of his spending) Then I made a hard effort, and paid off $7000 of debt in one year
and that was a marvelous feeling.
momof4, I hope you either get the BL call
or the gym membership! the child care is really the deal sealer in that, isn't it.
