Weekly Chat Nov. 3rd-Nov. 9th..I think
 

Ok well I wanted to come chat but there was no thread started since leenie is out this week. Has anyone ever just been in a really really foul mood for no reason. I woke up this way this morning. I forgot my meds last night but that really shouldnt completely affect me...just I want to snap anyones head off and feel no compassion even if I make them cry and thats not me. I just want to go to bed so I dont make anyone else mad or cry. Cause if my husband snaps at me again I will probably not hold my tongue. I can feel like a screaming as I cry fit coming on...Like one of those time i just know that I am not safe to be around because you might get your head taken off....ok well I am gonna go read a book or something...i have things to do but am in no mood to do them...ok lata

I just realized what I think it is...My nose and head is way stuffed up and I am starting to sneeze so I think I was coming down with a cold. Like I am usually snappy if I am stressed...but I am not stressed about much....so I must be getting sick...ok well i need to go...lata

mom I'm diabetic so having out of control bloods puts my mood into a funk on a weekly basis at least. I get annoyed at everything and anything no questions asked and it just makes me feel worse knowing it. I hope you feel better :hug:

I'm doing okay. I have been thinking alot lately, and I'm starting to feel some self worth. I actually WANT to go out with my friends instead of thinking 'oh yeah i should go, id probably enjoy myself' and then not going. And I just have the feeling that although all of my issues will still be around, that this month might just be a good one.

hey all... i'm hanging in here, just stopping in to say hi!

everyone musta went away with leenie...hardly anyone is here...lol...still feeling sick...lata

yick, feel better momof4!

Honestly there was a little norovirus ("stomach flu") outbreak around here and I was secretly wishing for it so I could just lay around and feel like crap (which I sometimes do anyway!) and lose weight at the same time... what a very sick thought process.

Lauren, I am so, so glad to hear you sounding so positive!

I am still working on connecting with people, so that there are actually options of friends to go out and do things with, but I feel like I keep getting shot down. It's not even that I feel worthless, or hate myself, I just feel lonely. One thing I can say is that in the future I will be more conscientious when I meet people who are new to try to include them and reach out to them.

Hi everybody,

Thought I'd pop in quickly and say hi. Today I had class, went to vote (no line at all), took a nap, and played pool tonight. The day flew by and now it's over. The whole year is flying by.

Night all...

Iris I understand, a few years ago I had a spur of what felt like good fortune where I met so many people and had the most wonderful time of my life and if it wasn't for that time I wouldn't have the few friends I do now who stuck around. Because between then and now I pretty much stayed in the house not really seeing anybody at all except the necessary people at college and work if I ever went in. And I too have had that 'hope I get ill' feeling too. Hmm, do you get counseling or anything?

Hi everyone :wave:

Just popping in to let you know I'm thinking of you all.
Lauren I'm so glad to hear that you are starting to feel better.
Hi there mom, iris, hope,disgruntled and everyone else!
I'm not doing so good today for some reason. I just don't understand it. Last night I was in a good mood. Did my walking while DdC was in judo. When I first woke up this morning I wasn't to bad but then I just sunk. I did force myself to spend 45 min on the treadmill tonight figured it sure couldn't hurt and it might actually help. Anyway tomorrow is another day, here's hoping its better.

Take care everyone,
K

Good thinking Iris :) Good on yah!!!

Lauren - I've noticed that your posts lately have been positive and uplifting (to others) - I'm glad for you too :flow2:

Jess - Hope you feel better soon :goodvibes:

Have a good day everyone!

yeah cher where have you been??? I am hoping I feel better too. My gram is very ill so I cant give this to her but yet I need to visit her. Also my sister-in-law/best friend is due to have a baby soon and I cant give this to the baby so I really really need to get better and quick!!! Atleast I did not have the sore throat because those ones last forever...so hopefully this shall pass quickly!!! I have a lady that offered to come help me with house work coming on friday so that is awesome!! ok well chat lata!!

WOW that's great news Jess!! I'll be praying for you & take care.

/cher

Praying that I can have patience to deal with my foster daughter. She is going back to what she was before and my life was miserable. I will not go back to the stressing miserable life it was before. I have to worry bout my health and my kids and not make them live like that....ok well trying to not stay angry but I dont feel good and am in no mood to deal with this stuff. I cleaned my bathroom out and took every single thing of mine up to my room so I dont have to check everyday if she used my stuff or anything its all upstairs and she dont go up there and I can hear her if she does...Ok well I am gettin ready to go to church....just wish i felt better....and I think something died near the computer desk because there is an awful smell near here...so its a dirty diaper or a dead thing...LOL...ok lata

Hi there... new here, but read this post and thought I was reading about myself. I deal with the same issues of anger. I am not sure where it comes from, but it just rears its ugly little head with no warning. I have taken several meds to help with this, but nothing seems to work.

It makes me glad to see that I am not the only one who does this. There are times when I don't want to do things with other people for fear that I will be in one of those moods.

Hola all. I've been sick so that is why I've been MIA, just was trying to muddle through work this week and I did somehow! So now I am off to relax and watch movies!!!

TTYL!

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sassy I just figured you were partying at home and forgot about us!!! Usually you start the new thread but you were no where to be found....
Man I took sudafed and it made me feel kinda loopy...like just here I can see why they put this meds behind the counter cause if you took more than you are suppose to you would probably be feelin pretty good..LOL...I think I am actually just going to go to bed. I missed the movie store to get another movie..well I coulda made it but had no energy to go....ok well have a good night...

sassy i hope you're feeling better soon!

lol momof4... sudafed just makes me sleepy.

lauren, I used to go to therapy back in high school. it didn't really help but I am considering trying it again. I'm in a very different position now than I was then and it may help in my current situation, who knows? the nice thing is at least until May I have insurance that will cover it... i think my co-pay would be around $25. Still a stretch but if it helped it would totally be worth it.

Hi :wave:

I feel like I just haven't been here enough to know the new people, and I'm sorry for that... I hope you are all doing okay and feeling supported here :)

I'm just muddling along... how long do I have to muddle, do you think, before I get my butt in gear?? These last 20 lbs are kicking my butt!!!

Hope to get to know you all -
Heather :D

I had therapy in high school too, back then I was anti therapy, so no wonder it didnt work, but it still helps you reach out. Now I feel like I WANT to live again and cope and so behavioral therapy it's really helping, so if you want to try it again I'd highly recommend it. I guess its important you just reach out!

I'm doing okay. I'm trying to empower myself, its like something in my brain has clicked and I understand now that I dont need to rely on other people to validate me because I can do that myself. IT hard to break free of self destructive thoughts and I'm still battling with those thoughts, but reality is finally settling in.

Welcome to Monkey :wave:

And Heather, nice to see you around and that you're getting along :hug:

Hi All.

UGH all I've been doing is sleeping!!! and I STILL feel like crap!!! Will I ever feel better????!!! lol.

K enough w/ the whining. I guess the good part of feeling bad is I have no appetite and hardly eat a thing.........Hmmmmmm........new weightloss plan? lol............Just kiddin'.

I am kinda hungry but I don't feel up to making anything to eat and we don't really have anything quick and easy.............:(

Well there I go whining again.....maybe you all should give me some cheese with my whine!!! lol..................:rofl:

Momof4: I know what you mean!!! I feel sooooo dopey!!!! But if I don't take my medicine then I feel even worse! lol..........So its kind of a catch 22 isn't it? I hope you feel better too. :hug:

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Hi everybody,

Welcome Monkey!

I was off today except for class. I had lunch with a friend and ran an errand then ended up taking a nap. The day just flew by. I need to go to bed right now so I can get up at 5am.

Heather, glad to see you! Doesn't it feel good to only have 20 lbs to lose!?

Buddly, good job on the workouts! Feelin any better?

Hi to everybody else and have a good Friday.

Hi everyone,

Well the week is almost over.
Today has been kind of yucky. It snowed, blech. I went to work, but it was so dead I got sent home early and thankfully my new all season tires did a good job getting me home (my winter tires are still in the shed) DdA wasn't as lucky. She has mud and snow tires, but they need to be rotated. Anyway coming home she moved over to let a logging truck pass and the slush pulled her into the ditch. Thankfully her dad wasn't busy and went and rescued her and then they bought sandbags! I sure hope the roads are clear for tomorrow.

Hope I'm doing better, thankyou. It was just that one day I was so low, I still dip, but its managable right now. It sounds like you had a good day.

Sassy I hope you feel better soon. DdA is getting another cold she figures hers is from stress as she goes to school for the five days and its midterms and then she works on the weekend. She's not taking as many classes next semester.

Hey Heather, good to see you.

Well I should go and do some time on the treadmill before I decide a shower and bed sound better!

Take care everyone.
K

HI everyone, I'm having a normal week, up and down. I was pretty down the first bit when I joined into 3fc, but things are looking up. I also go to the bingers and over 40s. The blues are not too bad, not as good as when I was on effexor but I am losing weight, almost to my first mini-goal and that feels pretty good.
THe good weather helps, have been outside more than usual for November.
More sun is good!
fatmad

I went to bed way way too late and I am feeling it now...way grumpy and aggravated..the head cold does not help...one of those days where I am not in the mood to take any crap...so yeah!! ok lata

Wow, slow day in here. I think I've been too busy lately to be too down. I guess that's good. Too much time to think has never been good for me even though I long for constant free time.

Dh is at a biker meeting tonight so I ended up washing the dogs which was WAY overdue. :fr: I did a couple of loads of laundry and put some dishes away. That's pretty darn productive for me.

I've been trying to budget grocery money and not just spend so wildly. We have a terrible habit of eating out daily and we've been talking about how much money we waste. All of that could be going in the bank or toward my debt. I don't think it would be so hard if I wasn't so tempted by food, my obvious weakness. :moo:

Have a good weekend everybody.

Hola.

Well I am finally beginning to feel a little better. Still sick, but I think I'm over the "hump" or at least I hope so! lol.

Sorry to hear some of you are sick as well, hope you feel better soon!

Well I am going to go and watch some movies........:wave:

Take Care Everybody!!!

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hugs all around...

i'm feeling BLAAAAAAAAH. exercising usually helps me feel a little better but i've been exhausted and skipping that for the past few days... i need to rest up and get my blood pumping again!

I've had a good week, I really wanted to get out with my friends for a change. Usually I want to stay home alone all day, and now my friends have cancelled on me. I dont have money or anybody else to go out with so I just feel rotten now. I'm going to implode if I dont get out and see some new people soon :(

getting out
 

Lauren if your friends have blown you off, get out anyway. Go to the Library, to the park, to the gym.
offer to walk the neighbour's dog if you don't have one.
We are an ocean apart, or I'd go with you.
fatmad:hug:

I just wish I could go to bed early and not be sooo tired in the morning. I am wiped out from yesterday when a lady from church came over to help clean. we cleaned from 10:30-4 stopped for lunch but everything looks nice. I just have to scrub my dinning room carpet (I know what a place to put carpet!!) I really need to get the play room all cleaned and move get my excercise stuff straight in there!! I have a baby shower today and probably going to visit my gram who is not doing well at all. But for some reason all I want to do is get the kids food and their drink and go lay on the couch and watch movies (thanks to sassy saying about that!) I don't want to do anything. I have piles of laundry but I have learned to not let laundry stress me because nobody else in this house cares if its done until they don't have any clothes...Ok lata everyone!!

Good morning everyone!:wave:

Hope everyone has a nice weekend.
Nothing new around here. Same ol' same ol'. Not sure what we are going to get up to.
I didn't get my walking in last night. I ended up sitting and watching DdC in her judo class and she thanked me afterwards, so most definately worth it. I can hit the treadmill tonight.
Thankfully the roads are clear and we are back above freezing. Unfortunatly that makes it feel so damp and cold, yuck. Oh well loving those wool socks!

Take care everyone and have a great weekend!:grouphug:
K

Hi Ladies :wave:

Just got back late last night, got lots to catch up on here and home, so I'll try to get back in here soon :hug:


Leenie

Happy Saturday!
 

Hey Chicks. :wave:

Well Sassy is BACK Ya'all. :D All I have to say is Mucinex Rocks!!! :carrot: I feel 100% better and I am so glad! Because this coming week is my long week and I don't want to waist any of my PTO time on being sick! :p

So I am EXTREMELY happy that I am feeling better!!! :D :D :D

I was even annoying my cat this morning so I KNOW I am feeling better! LMAO!!! :rofl:

So I send (((GET WELL VIBES))) to all those sickies out there!!! :D :D :D


Take Care all!!

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