Thankyou everybody - It wasnt as bad as I thought!

Leenie - How many pups did she have? I remember when our dog gave birth it was incredible, we then had a nine litter of pups creating HAVOC in our home for 6 weeks

Mom - Sorry 'bout you're day, here's hoping today is a better one

Amarie - Glad you're happy in your new home! Did you move a great distance?

Sassy- Glad to hear about your husband & your good mood, I hope it sticks around for you

Amarie, Spoz, Hope, Sassy no, we are not keeping them lol, I'd love to but can't. Spoz, she had three, the white, black and brown one..they are adorable. I will post follow up pictures in a week or two.

I gotta run girls, you all have a great weekend

Leenie

Hiya - just a quick stop to say hi and then I'm gonna bike to campus.

Hope - I'm in Oregon now, and will be getting my PhD. I'll be studying all kinds of fun stuff like econ, political sci, math, and management.

Spoz - it was about 700 miles from where I last lived - not too far, but it sure seemed like it when I was driving.

Mof4 - Ah hun, that does sound like a terrible day! I am always amazed how you can have so much left to give your foster daughter when you're already up to your eyeballs with your biological family. You are such a dear. Seriously though, the bus engine blew up? That really stinks.

Welcome back Joanne - nice to see you!

Well, gotta run or I'll end up turning into a hermit and not leaving this house --- ever!

Toodles!

Amarie

Hi girls,

I posted and lost it. My computer is acting up so I'll try to post tomorrow. I don't have the time to repost everything.

Hope you all have a good weekend!

argghhh.... yeah bus blew up?? thats what i say. I just found out that i am probably not going to get help with food now so i really am going to have to babysit cause i dont want to really be bound to a job with as much that i have to do so yeah...well a good thing is i found another mother at the park my kids were playing with her kids then we started talking right before she left. She also has four and wanted to home school but her husband said wait cause he was not sure she had enough time...she is also a christian so hopefully we can keep in contact. Ok well i gotta go...lata

Hi all... trying to think of anything interesting to say. I am slowly getting out of The Hole. Bear with me, and I'll be back.



Heather

Laundry is going to drive me to insanity...my dh was digging for socks in the laundry room and knocked my clean clothes on the floor and mixed them with the dirty...then the kids will take a shirt off they only wore for a little bit and thru stuff in the laundry they haven't worn...the lil girls are so mess they have to be changed usually twice a day...teenagers feel the need to wear three to four shirts a day....arghhh...then i have pull teeth to get people to help me clean the clothes that THEY DIRTIED.....Laundry is something stupid but i want to go crazy over it....UGGGHHHh gotta go crack the whip on these kids...lata

wow Sassy....that is soooo me...i used to be so stinking full of energy always doing crazy new things with my hair, confident in myself and now yeah it is completely all hidden under this fat....That is sad....but yeah i feel the same way.....back to my tons and tons of laundry..got some cleaning done today though!!! YAHH!!!

happy weekend everyone!

lol mof4 - laundry sucks! I really need to do some here at the new place, but I don't want to. I'm so sick of putting stuff away and trying to organize and trying to get everything updated! Ack!!!!!

well, anywho - gotta go. I am so sleep - I think I need to adapt to my new allergies.

A

I'm having the worst day. First I had no sleep last night, I'm staying at my fathers place and all last night all kinds of chaos kicked off when his sister phoned to tell him my grandfather was dying in hospital. He used to beat my dad when he was little so him and my step mum started arguing about that. Therefore, NO sleep.

Then this morning my grandpa died. I didnt get to say goodbye to him because my father wouldnt take us. I'm upset about that.

We're going to this stupid 5 hour gig tonight in a muddy field to see three bands I dont like. (My wonderful b day present, thanks dad). and I'm having a mega fat day. To beat that my step mom has been pressuring me to eat pasta before this gig all day, and I'm not hungry and I dont want to eat! She wouldnt leave me alone about eating pasta and I automatically said no - pasta dished unless controlled potions are HIGH in calories, but she insisted they werent. Anyway I at home eat 28 g of pasta which is an adult recommended portion, and then fll my plate with veg. So she gave me like at leat 500g of pasta AFTER I told her to half the portion size.

Now i feel even more sluggish and totally out of control of my life. I just cant stand people cooking for me or eating out because I'm religious about trying to get this weight off. Its stuff like that which drives me crazy and wander if the world is just out to sabotage my weight loss efforts. I just want to be back home with my mum and in bed.

I know its most likely blown out of proportion but I just like to feel like I have some reign on my own life & right now I dont.

Hey Everybody!!!

So Sorry Chickies! Okay! I fell in a little bit of a funk for a few days...discussions with DH...got a virus...lost my "no vomit streak", it threw my food off for a day and that through my mood off for 2 days after that! On Friday I had an epiphany of sorts...I am finally doing something about my dog needs!!! I can't take it any more! I need to have some contact to soothe my soul! I also had a meeting with my Dr. on Tues and have started my taper off Prozac...I should be off them entirely in less than a month! Yay! But that means that I really have to be sooooo careful about my RR eating! It is crucial!! That is going really well though...and I am finally back to my elliptical workouts after a little hiatus... I am changing...my sugar sensitive recovery is opening me up in ways that I never dreamed possible. I went down to a dog grooming place on Friday...I have no experience...I haven't worked outside of the home since I was in the military before my 16 (almost 17) year old daughter was born...and I convinced them to try me out for a job they weren't even advertising they needed! Yeah, I am pretty damn proud of myself... I have a "working interview" on Tues...basically I go and they work me to death...see if I like it and they like me! If this turns into full time my days will seriously be crazy so you are just have to love me even if I can respond to you all like you deserve...okay? The weight is still hanging steady at 164...I am hoping that this going off the meds will get that moving because damn it...my jeans are tight!! It has to budge somewhere!!!
On that note, I have to get going because I have to go have a plain comfortable pair of jeans to wear for Tues... Soooo...

Luv luv Everybody!!!
I am still around...just can't post as much!!! Hugs to you all that need it so much!!!

Raven