My day is not really going bad just feelin like stressed

cause I have tons of appts this week.
Tonight-dentist app for both boys

tomorrow-drive a few hours away to reg. boys in pa charter school tons of paper work i am trying to get for that

thursday- wic appt for baby and will prob have to take all the kids with me..which is stress its self

Friday- Have to get up at 6 drive 3 hours pick up foster daughter at group home drive home 3 hours in time to get my moms fstr girls from the church camp van

plus i gotta try and find someone that can watch the kids cause that is tooo long of a drive for those babies

then fireworks that night
Looking at all this i am almost in tears.

...Like its just soo much I want to cry
I was not really having a bad day have spent most of the day making phone calls

they gave us three times and dates for hubbys colon...appt. He didnt eat yesterday because it was suppose to be today and here its not until the 7th and he had made arrangements for it and everything so I have been trying to get ahold of the supervisor.

Oh since we just moved my drivers liscense does not have the new address and for tomorrow it is suppose to have the matching address in order to register kids in school...

I have to run to the bank today then when they call me I have to run and get my moms check from the foster agency and deposit it for her because she is on vacation and didnt want it sittin in her mail box. I have forms from our physicals that need filled out and handed into the place..

I know this doesnt seem like much but when you throw kids into the mix it makes it harder.
My boys have their swimmie suit things on waiting to go outside. I guess i have to mow the grass because my kids play out there. Like I just get to the point where I want to just scream and go on strike because like my dh helps with the kids when i ask him but i asked him to wash and dry the clothes and he did for a while but i got backed up on the folding and putting away and so he stopped.

Even though I got them all done and cleaned up he just didnt wash them or anything. So then when he wanted work clothes I was like you know i need help..

.I dont know if you have clean work clothes or not hes like thats crap. In one way I feel bad cause my mom is completely do everything for the man and they lay around and do nothing but she only had ME...Its not that I cant do everything but during the day I have the kids and cant just go work and get this stuff done cause they are all tooo little and need things...

..In the two months that we have lived here he has mowed the grass once. Like he is not lazy he just is always tired...I dont know...I am just going to shut up

cause i am rambling and probably boring everyone!!!

so i am going to go smash my head off the wall a few times

and see if I am any better....
Lata

i wish you all a stress free day!!!!