Hope- I had no clue who TOM was...haha I am like trying to figure out the initials and then when you said about cramps I am like ahhhh...yeah a little slow i know!!! i am still catching on to the initial stuff!! hopefully it goes well


Had a pretty crappy night pretty much had a break down. Like I dont understand my medicine works great at my level of stress daily but when more things happen than I am used to I completely just lose it but i dont want to take meds for those few times I just have break downs.
First i got a call our vacation this next week is cancelled because the Radisson Penn Harris hotel and convention center where we were going had a fire in part of the building. Which would be no big deal but our church was paying for the rooms since we are pastors there so of course I set NO money back for rooms so we could go somewhere else....My husband took his week of vacation. If we stay home it will be NOOOOO vacation for me cause that is where I always am..and then my husband will work on stuff here and not have a vaca. So I am so trying to figure out how we can squeeze something out of the money I do have to work with....
Then we went to church to work on some music with another guy and I was writing our the chords and my dh and the other guy were like i dont know the chords i just play if i dont know i guess. So I was just trying to help them and show them that normal chord progression is 1st 4th 5th so like if someone told them to play in a key they knew what other chords. Well my husband was like nahhh we dont need that like before i even started..He took me back years to when my dad would do that any time I ever tried to say stuff if was like no shutup you dont know what your talking about kids should be seen and not heard...always made me feel dumb. So i am trying not to cry and my friend shows up to practice a skit and her husband is just going at me where your joy did you leave it some where come on where is your joy ill go get it for you. Shes trying to tell him to shut up but he wouldnt i started getting tears in my eyes...It was bad. i went upstairs to copy papers then went in the bathroom and just broke down...I still want to cry now just dont have the energy and know that if I do I wont stop. I just wanted time out and that was gonna be next week but now it looks like not..errr ok well i need to look online to see if there are any other cheap options to do...the places that are cheap are forever away and cost almost more in gas to get there than to stay!! ok sorry this is sooo down just kinda feels good to get it all out...cause that is how i cope with things i usually write it or type it then i can move on..thanks again girlies!!!

Hey all..I'm sorry but I'm not very chatty today. I'm not really feeling too well right now. I dunno whats going on. I think its cuz its so warm in here. I'll probably have a panic attack tonight. Although, I'm gonna try really hard to keep the negative thoughts out. Anyways..thats about it. Hope you all had a good day. TTYL!!

Hi gals...

Well, I was doing so well today, and I got home tonight and I've just been wanting to curl up and cry myself to sleep. So I'm thinking I may be sad about moving. I'm a cancer for golly's sake. Our homes are our hearts. Oh gee, now I AM crying. Ugh. Off to bed with me.

Momof4 :hug:
Shop :hug:
Amarie :hug:

I kind of feel like crying too, I just have no good reason for it. Strange. I hope all of our days are better tomorrow.

Hope :hug: right back atcha!

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Oooh - rotten days here, girls... chat later, or tomorrow. Hope everyone is doing okay today.
Heather :D

auggghhhh I hope you guys have a great weekend

Wow it seems like everyone was crying yesterday so now i dont feel so alone in it!!! Day seems to be going good...A little groggy cause I was up later than I wanted to be with the kids and no nap yesterday. I'll get to lay down today for a little bit ;)
Sad when I get up I look to nap time..HAHA...Well hopefully everyone esle days are going better today!!!
ITS FRIDAY YYAAAAA...JUNK FOOD NIGHT!!! Man does TOM like junk food...haha...ok lata!!

:wave: Hi Ladies

:hug: <--- big hugs to you all. Hang in there.


Leenie

:nono:Scratch that about day going good...HAHAHA...My 3 yr old pooped his pants then triedto clean it himself :o...Yep what your imagining is pretty much how it looked....Then he walked down the stairs with poop all over his foot and legs...:bomb: Then his sister had it on her feet....so I stuck them in the shower and sprayed them off then while they were in there I cleaned everything else up....OK so maybe I can have a good afternoon!!!:dz: I got so much cleaning to do and have to run and errand so i cant just keep working. I hate when my work is interrupted..LOL...OK lata:wave:

Momof4: eewww...

Just killing a minute before I leave for my interview. DF told me if I'm going to be stuck on nights not to take the job. Being retail I expect some nights but I don't want the 12pm to 9pm shift. That ruins your whole day. I'm not an early riser so I would literally be there from the time I got up till night. I can't believe he would want me to turn down anything at this point however.

Well gotta run. Let you know what happens.

Hi all - again, felt fine when I woke up and am doing ok at work... we'll see how it goes when I get home...

momof4 - thank you. Your second post just killed my appetite! Hahaha... Yuck. That would scar my corneas for a while. And I'd be washing my hands every 10 seconds!!!!

:grouphug: Have a great Friday!

I'm having a major allergy attack. I hate it!! Theres no meds..I gotta dig out the suitcases for some (I keep some in there for when I travel) Ugh. I feel awful.

Thank God its friday!!! Last night, I pretended dh was sleeping next to me. Pretty pathetic huh?? I needed something to help me sleep. Only XX until he's home!!

:moped: Just a quick stop...I am motivated and cleaning like a MAd woman:devil: Have the upstairs except the bathroom done and tons still to work on down here. I ran to the store and made it thru wally world with the four kids without using all my patience for the day :D dh will be home in and hour and foster daughter is coming home tonight for her first over night from the group home she is in....so it should be a great night!!:carrot:

Shop-I am sorry your having and allergy attack that stinks

MeA- Yeah I didnt eat at all today until a half hour ago....only because i was starting to get sick from taking meds and no breakfast..but yeah I had to go buy stuff to scrub the whole bathroom down!!

Hope-Yeah I used to have to work that shift every other week and sometimes more and it is awful. i also wasnt up early so all i did was sleep and go to bed then come home settle down and go to bed. It does stink.

Ok BACK TO WORK!!!!!! I have went up steps a HUNDRED TIMES....well maybe not that many but it feels like it...moving some boxes up to my room in the attic!!!!:woops:

Lata Hope you all are having a good day!! lata:wave:

Hi everyone!

Hope you are all feeling a little better. Its Friday and we have no plans for tomorrow so I'm trying to relax. We stopped at the video store and got a bunch of dvd's and ice.
Dropped DdA off at work at 6am and went back to bed. Woke up to no power as they are working on the lines down the road. So the other two girls and I went to Timmy's for some coffee and food and met my mom and sister at a house on her street thats for sale real cheap. Thankfully she is using common sense and isn't going to pursue this as the house had squatters in it and a water leak and needs to be totally gutted. All the copper plumbing had been ripped out and all the light fixtures pulled down. Thankfully the carpet had been ripped out and the girls and I were late so we got to miss some of the more ..uh..graphic graffiti hiding behind a door. Plus when I pulled into the driveway I didn't realize that it was covered in broken glass and nails. I'm trying not to think of all the "what ifs"

Well I should go and do something constructive. I really should go out and cut grass, but that sounds like work!

Take care and have a great day!
K

Stop the presses, I am gainfully employed! I use the term 'gainfully' loosely however. :lol: I had my interview today and she offered me a job. No Spanish Inquisition though, I was surprised. It was more like what I expected the first one to be like. The pay sucks, but HD offers tuition reimbursement so I'm going to try to go back to school on their penny.

Don't get me wrong, I hope Anthem calls me next week and offers something better, but for now I need something.

:cp:Thats cool Hope...congrats!!!!

Was a great night... I did not actually excercise per say...but I should did alot. I complete cleaned the house (except for our room in the attic). It looked super nice. I didnt do one of those quick surface cleans I moved stuff scrubbed stuff. Now the only things I have left is to scrub a stain on the floor and mow the grass...plus the never ending Laundry...ugghh...but so yeah I think that is pretty darn good. Plus my dh will probably mow the grass tomorrow since he dont work till night..crossing my fingers!!! I felt bad cause tonight he was like i was looking forward to a week off...but i was like well atleast when we do go now we will go have fun and not be at home where you will just work!!! so yeah good night with Kaci too. Kira my 2 yr old like stayed right with kaci cause before she left kaci would fix her hair and paint her nails and spray her with perfume...so they are buddie!!! ok gotta get some stuff done then sleep cause i am TIREEEDDDD!!! lata all

Congrats Hope! May this be the beginning of a great new time for you!

I just thought I'd pop in to say hi! Oh, and to mention that I hate mosquitos. Haha...

I'm going to be busy, busy, busy tomorrow! I want to put up my window boxes, caulk my windows, patch nail holes, and maybe paint the cills. Also. I want to clean my living room, and maybe paint the ceiling, but realistically I doubt I'll get there. Oh, and if I have extra time I need to clean out my garage, paint my trellises, dethatch my lawn, etc. Etc. Yeah, way more than I can actually do.

Sweet dreams girls! Have a great weekend.

Wow, y'all make me feel like a booger :rofl: I have NO energy to do anything, either TOM is every 2 weeks but this time its 6 weeks late (and no, I'm not preggy..going thru my changes) but its making me crazy tired. I mean when I walk in the door at 6 pm I'm ready for bed. Oh well...

Hope Congrats on the job :cheer2:

I have to get the house some what in shape, its driving me nuts so off I go for some ha! cleaning and laundry.

Have a great weekend girls....sorry I'm not posting more... I'm just so tired.

:hug:

I am soooooooo flipping tired. I drank mt dew last night instead of pepsi because pepsi is making my face break out. So I am not used to the mt dew and it kept me up forever. I woulda been ok if kira hadnt got up at the first sign of light....errrrr so all in all I had 4 hours of sleep and then we have dr. appts so they will fall asleep in the van and there wont be much of a nap time because I need to visit with kaci till she leaves at 3pm...UGGGHHHH....makes me want to just cry....I am feeling quite overwhelmed right now like i dont know I cant explain it I wanna just flip out for no reason then I want to cry...I dont know it just sucks....OK well I hope the rest of you are having a better day than I am!!! lata

Hola Chickies! :wave:

:congrat: Hope!!! :high:


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Yay Hope! :congrat:

Hope everyone is having a good Saturday :wave:

Heather :D

good morning!

Congrats Hope on the job.

Momof4 :hug: good luck with getting through today. Hope you get a good sleep in tonight.

Amarie I got tired just reading your to-do list!!

Hi Leenie, Heather, sugar,francie, Sassy, Cathy and everyone else! Hope you are all having a good Saturday!

Beautiful day here. Planning on doing some laundry and hanging it on the line. Obviously our new dryer uses more socks to generate heat to dry clothes than our old one as we all don't have any socks left, so I have to go on a search mission today and see what I can find! The grass needs cutting, but the house is a disaster. Stayed up till almost 4am so not sure how lively I'll be on 4 hours of sleep today. Thankfully we have no plans for the day so an afternoon nap is a real possibility.

Take care all!
K

Well i managed to get a little nap cause everyone was whinny and tired so everyone layed down and crashed after Kaci left. I sooooo didnt want to get up but i feel good now!! Im gonna go mow grass as soon as my oldest boy gets up hes the hard one to get up...LOL. Husband is working until late tonight sooo yeah that whole being home by myself...i have to keep music on or tv on or something or i will hear every little noise and it will creep me out!!! Yeah last night they did a thing called crimnal run.. They had the helicopter with the spot and the spot everywhere and when they find people if they run they follow them until the police get to that area. At one point the spot was in our yard but not for long because we are over the hilll from the ghetto side so I dont get tooo worked up. Still locked everything!! I need to get the fake stickers for the window about the place having an alarm and beware of dog and The National Rifle Association....lol....That will defer people a little bit...LOL...Ok well I need to get this other boy up and eat and go mow the grass!!!

I feel great all sweaty:whoo: and gross...LOL....I mowed the yard which is not a huge yard but not like a little tiny one well I did it no problem then outside the fence there is a little like bump that is right by the road. We are right beside the blvd. so I hate to carry the mower down like four steps then mow up a hill while not stepping onto the road..YEAH that little bit was harder than the whole yard itself. :woohoo: i only had one person yell. A truck with two guys driving by yelled HEY right as they got by me....So I know I was a site to see pushing it up hill sideways with grass all over me from it blowing back on me:lol:
Then I came in bathed some kids Then while the older one was showering I carried loads of laundry from the bottom up to the third floor :wl: Then Another two baskets down to the laundry room the whole way downstairs...I am getting excercise plus weights all in one. Cause I take like two baskets at once. I like making it heavy!!!:workout: Now I gotta go up and fold it and put the rest of the winter stuff away. Then I can say My house is CAUGHT UP!!!:woohoo: Then i just have to maintain the daily stuff and my goal is to unpack 1-2 boxes a day!!! I know that sounds small but trying to be realistic with kids, cleaning, laundry, lunch, dinner, diapers, mowing, church 3 times a week, Painting our youth room at church, playing with the kids, EXCERCISE...LOL...so I dont wanna set too many boxes and then not make it!!

My goal is to start walking way over town to my friends house. But I need to get my double stroller from my old house or my baby carrier so kira (2yr old) is not tired walking...to far for her....Ok well I need to get moving I didnt realize it was 9:30 wow...I still gotta practice my human video for tomorrow and the skit I have to do...UGHHH...ok Have a great night everyone!!! lata

I'm seeing a pattern here of laundry, cleaning, and lack of sleep. :) Let me change it up as I'm betting none of you did what I did today. I went on a 6 hour roundtrip motorcycle run to Baltimore and to a biker party. :scooter: I'm pretty dang tired right now. The ride itself was kinda relaxing, except when it started raining. It feels like tiny needles hitting your skin. I'm getting more comfortable with everybody, some in particular. Still not my scene though, and I plan to keep it that way. ;)

Well I am done atleast as far as I can go tonight. I still have one box of winter clothes to fold and a pile to box up...only one basket to fold that was the last one out of the dryer...Yahh.. I still have a few loads to still do but the hardest part was getting the rest folded and put away.....Now I just have to do the dishes from the day, practice my drama and skit for tomorrow. But we have a house rule no work on sunday no dishes no cleaning...So atleast it is a relax day I love it!!

Question for you guys.. I know they say canned fruit is not as good as fresh fruit..but is it really bad? Like is it as bad as eating junk food? I buy fresh fruit but it doesnt always get eating here and then it irks me to throw it away cause its wasted. So I but the kids healty canned fruit and then they eat that for snacks and sometimes I eat canned peaches or pears??? Just wondering... My 3 yr old anytime for snack if we have fruit he will pick it over the junk food. My 5 year old def. takes the junk food or both but my other one is like I want fruit...and is perfectly happy with his fruit!! I am soo proud of him!! But I am glad I am starting the healthy eating now why they are so little because then it wont be as hard to break the hard habits rather than if they were older!! Ok since I am rambling and got TOOOOONNNNS of things to do and need to get sleep I am going to say good night ladies!!! :yawn:

Sassy I am making up for the beginning of the week when I was being a bum!!! TOM and I just layed around doing NOTHING..:rofl:..HAHAHA...ok yeah sorry bad joke...:yes:

I keep hitting the wrong stinking button and posting my reply before I'm done or erasing the whole thing!

Did everybody get their chores done today? I need to do some tomorrow since my days of leisure are numbered. I also have to start working out so that I won't pass out when I try to stand on my feet for 8 hours soon. :fr:

Leenie: I was hoping nothing was wrong b/c we don't hear from you like we once did. I hope you get some rest this weekend and the hormones let up a bit.

Momof4: Are you secretly SuperWoman? :s: I'm on to you!!

Cathy: Where's my walking buddy? I hope you haven't been as slack as I have.

TTYtomorrow...

SWEATY Superwoman..:wl:....Actually this guy at church always is like hi super mom hows it going...LOL...He tells everyone this here is super man...I swear I lost so much water from sweating that I probably weigh like 5 lbs less..:goodscale.LOL...My hair is still soaked..but i guess its a good thing!!! lol

I do want to do the motorcycle :bike:thing just have to wait till kids get older so I will have time to ride and stuff hopefully I can do it!!! Thats a long ride dont your legs gets sore sitting in the same position for that long??

I washed my lights tonight, they're in the dryer right now..and I washed the sheets earlier today. I have to clean up tomorrow!!! Ughhh...I wanna get it all done too, so that way the place will look all nice & clean for dh when he gets home. That way it will be easier to clean once he dumps all the stuff from his seabag in the middle of the floor..lol. Ahh..the joys of my life, lol.

Ugh... I feel like poo. I didn't even get INTO my to-do list :( all I did today was put up some drywall and my gutter screens. Umm... And drink some wine. :(

I am so tired. See yas tomorrow?

Francie - washed lights ?!? Huh? I want pizza - stop me, please?

Ya..all the light colored clothes. I dont call them whites, cuz I throw in pinks and light blue and all that stuff, lol.

I almost bought a pizza today. But I told myself that I didnt need that extra grease, lol.

Good Morning!
 

:lol: I was like she put her lights from her ceiling in the washer???LOL Not even thinking laundry!!! Well I am finishing everything I am starved so trying not to empty the cupboards. It must be from everything I was doin today. I gotta go to the calorie forum and see if you add calories when you do a lot of work or no...ok night i gotta be up at 8...lata

:lol: Nooo!!!! I havent totally lost my mind..YET!!! LMAO!!!

Good Morning,

Food shopping done, put away and family fed breakfast. I bought Special K with Berries.... ya know, its pretty darn good. I worried that the strawberries would be icky but they weren't, they got soft real quick. Nice change.

Gotta clean out my car today, its still messy from my trip in April to the shore LOL.

Well kiddies, have a great weekend. TTYT.

Leenie