Finally made another appointment
Well, I've been struggling a lot with depression lately. It's led to binge eating, and affected work, and some days when I don't have to work I can hardly get out of bed. Some days I won't even bother showering, just stay in bed all day pretty much. It's just bad.
My doctor has been adjusting my dosages, I finally went back to see her after talking to a counselor for a bit. Well, that counselor didn't work. I stopped going to her. Then I skipped my last doctor's appointment because I was depressed and unmotivated and felt awful about all the weight I'd gained so fast from binge eating and ugh.
My friend has talked me into going back to the doctor, we made a pact, she's going to look for a new counselor (she stopped going to hers too) and I'm going to my doctor. I seriously don't want to, though. I wish I could find a good counselor, the last one was all "well, you just have to start, let's come up with a little step, there's no magic wand" and I know that she was right but when I'm depressed and don't feel like doing anything, saying "well just do stuff!" isn't much help.
Anyway. Think positive thoughts so I don't duck out of this appointment too.
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