Hey everybody!
I have my one day off this week.....my new years resolution was about finding balance.....guess I am not quite there yet. I shall continue to strive for it though.
I love work but it is so busy and there have been so many changes.
I don't have enough time to stay on top of my house and even if I hired help I would still have to keep it relatively organzied....though it is not bad at the moment.
I have not kept in touch with my friends enough...but doing better with my hubby and kids.
I have got the exercise tape out but haven't joined the rest of my family on the dreadmill...I know once I do I will enjoy it....strange how I am resisting.
I have started taking my lunch to work and slowly pushing the water...so baby steps.
My mood is relatively good at the moment...but I think that I need to keep on digging to find out what is going on physically---and if I had a decent doctor it would help.
Anyhow that is what is going on in my life.
I have enjoyed all the activity on the thread but weeklys are too overwhelming for me...I think when it used to be daily's I could jump in and pick up from there....but bottom line I just don't have the time for computer stuff any more....though I think of all my 3fc friends often.
sassy the best thing I ever did for my mood was get the **** off nights....I had no idea how terrible I felt. I have beat myself up about the state of affairs I have let myself get into as well...we all have to do that once and a while.....I am sure your hubby just meant she had a big butt in comparison to the rest of her which is really hot! I think sometimes it is the way she dresses....but I know what you mean. I feel insecure sometimes too about my body and how attractive or unattractive I am.
Cathy only we can slow down the pace of our lives...I have stopped attending school council meetings and have said no to all volunteering for now. I know that my intentions were always good for these things but it made little sense that I was sitting at a high school council meeting because I am concerned about issues pertaining to my daughter and she is sitting at home missing me because I haven't been home since early morning....you know what I mean.
I have to cut back my hours at work too....by the time I get home I have nothing left to give to my family and that isn't fair to them.
Leens sounds like you are busy too! It will feel good to get the tree down and dust and vaccum. I always like to take it down...but I never last this long....the 6th is the longest I have ever kept it up. I love the lights too....maybe you should put some white small lights on your mantle or on a big plant....I know what you mean about the calming affect of those twinkly lights.
Kemp you crazy girl...where the heck have you been...missed you...seemed like only yesterday you were here in the mornings leading the pack!
Marble...what kind of work do you do and how is your mom? Hang in there....we have no other choice.
Hi to everyone else...have a great weekend and keep in touch!
Liz
Sassy_Chick , 01-11-2007 01:43 AM
and I feel good 
but really girl I hope it slows down for you soon!
marbleflys , 01-12-2007 10:27 AM
Just stupid thoughts running through my head like I did this all to myself (my weight) and that I let not only myself down, but my DH too. 
I guess I just needed to get that out..........
Maybe that is what I need, to get in more exercise, isn't exercising supposed to release more serotonin or something??
