Well day 4 - all clean. I have seriously not ate anything not planned or junk food in 4 days. I think what made it easier is that I am allowing myself to drink coke zero, I will wean off it when I finally start seeing some results and I eat unsalted organic peanuts in the shells in the afternoon when I crave crunchy food. It takes me a long time to even eat a handful and it keeps my mind and hands busy
I am down 2 pounds
I had an awesome workout this morning and got home from work at 7PM - overall - good day 
Tomorrow I have a training session, work and some other random stuff. Taking it easy. I am starting to feel burnt out so I need to move away from that!
Lindy - good to see you back on here. Sorry to hear that you are sick, lots going on for you lately...but you are a strong cookie!! And congrats on the 5 pounds you will be in the 150's before you know it - that's so awesome!
Dance - sounds like the reno's are moving along nicely - that's great!! I love doing stuff like that!! Hope you had a good workout tonight too!
AJ - maybe going home will help reset you back on track...I agree when I'm a mess, my house is a mess, my eating is bad, etc etc. They all are linked together. Being homesick is really hard!
Popcorn - congrats on the scale, I so agree with you, I try to stay off it as much as I can...I weighed in today and then not again until Sunday. Glad to hear you're feeling skinny - that's usually a pretty good sign! Did you get your workout in?!?!
Hopefalls - how did the cookie baking go - good on setting limits and allowing yourself something..to think you could be around that and not have something would be too hard to even think about!!
Well although it's only 7:30, I feel ready for bed. I want to go outside and do something but I have a few cravings and I'm scared to leave the house! So I will just stay in and do some reading

Goodnight girls - have a good day tomorrow!!!
What a great group of girls...
Lindy - so good to see you on here, I keep up on FB a bit but nothing like 'home' here!

LOL. Glad you are back and still losing. Hope you are feeling better. A hernia and melanoma, hope all goes well with all that. SO sorry to hear about your friend. She was so young. 
burgandy-popcorn-staccie-dance-aj and all of u girls u guys seem to be doin good idk if i have i mean ive been workin out i geuss well have to seewhen i way tommorrow anyway keep up the good work
He did say that he was going to do "home training" so I could get a discount with that, so we're probably going to go that route.
I got Davey to start an anti depressant/anxiety drug about a week ago and I can already tell the dif! Thank GOD!