Hi Everyone!
Sorry I didn't post more last night, the computer at work was giving me fits
I have totally been in one of my parents "GOT TO RUN" modes. My DH wishes these were genes they kept
But just for today I have paid back part of an outstanding debt, all my bills are paid, I have done kind things for others, and I am abstinent. Plus I got this great new excercise ball which has apparently regressed me to about 9. I
my new ball.
I thought abou taking it to bed with me, but I read Yoga journal instead. I just feel so ready right now to just try to be at one with God. Accepting of myself, and to play with this great big old blue ball. Too bad it isn't pink, it would match my top
Christy- CONGRATULATIONS on eating clean for yourself. I have been reading tons of literature and it occurs to me that the reason abstinence is so important is that when we are "in the food" it drowns out the sound of life and God. When I fully invest myself into living there is no room for the food.
Lovely gratitude list! I am really thankful for candles today too. I take all my baths and showers by candle light and it helps me relax.
CJ- Have a lovely "me" day . I really feel that self investment spills over to the whole world, if I am loving me than it makes it easier to love you
When you are ready you will find the companionship of meetings.
Kat- Feel free to cheat time
anytime. It is truly relative.
Kelly- Abstinence is defined by you and can be worked out with a sponsor, but in OA it is simply to refrain from compulsive overeating. My abstinence is simply that, my food plan which is a tool and one of my gentle guides to stay abstinent. My food plan includes refraining from sugar, like you I find a little sugar is never enough to saite the monster inside me. So I starve the disease and that helps me stay abstinent.
Okay I have my favorite meeting tonight. Fridays! We study the 12 steps and 12 traditions and the shares are WONDERFUL!
So I need to journal, but I will try to pop in later!
Miss Chris