Hi all - new here and looking for some support and advice!
In spring 2014, I tried Paleo with a ton of success - I lost almost 20 pounds, felt more energetic and had fewer digestive issues. It turned out not to be a very sustainable diet plan for me long term, but I felt in control of my eating and had developed some really positive habits - I ate lean meats, mostly vegetables and fruit, nuts and eggs for protein, etc. I worked whole grains back in and maintained my exercise routine - either walking or running most days of the week.
By spring 2015, my eating habits began to change. I found myself thinking about food much more than I had before - when I was going to eat next (even while enjoying a meal!), looking at tons of recipes and food blogs online, and filling my plate more than once (sometimes more than twice) at every meal.
Now, things seem to have gotten even worse. I find myself, at least 2 times a week, eating until I'm wayyyyy past full. I eat things that I know for a fact hurt my stomach, like fried foods, with abandon. I get an almost tunnel-vision-esque mindset during a binge; I don't think about anything, all of my focus is on the food in front of me and putting as much in my mouth as humanly possible. Even if I don't end up feeling physically ill afterward, I feel emotionally drained - ashamed, angry, depressed.
I've started to see the weight come back and that is further depressing me. I've decided to take control of what's happening, recognize the triggers and patterns that go along with my binging, and actively try to avoid giving in to the desire to binge.
I would love to hear advice from anyone who has found themselves in a similar situation. Best practices for combating the desire to binge?
Thanks in advance for all the help