But the good news is it wasn't as bad of a binge as I used to have... I ate a medium sized bowl of pasta with olive oil and parmesan cheese and then 4 chocolate chip cookies and 3 mini dove ice cream bars. My body is punishing me enough, I have a stomach ache and feel kind of nauseous, so I'm trying not to kick myself too much.
I'm a little worried that this will slow down my progress but what's done is done, and all I can do now is get back on track. Just because I had a couple of cookies doesn't mean I have to eat the whole box. It's just really hard now because I've been living with some family members who have SO MUCH junk food in the house. I managed to resist it for a month so I know I have some kind of willpower in me. But I'm really looking forward to moving out in a few weeks... I can't wait to have more control over my environment.
Onward and upward!


I totally understand.
