again, Mazzy. And at the risk of sounding like a proseltyzing zealot
, I'll just say that the more you've shared (here, and in the great advice you have given to others on the forum), I think that book recommendation might be really, really apt. Tolle deals very much with we create so much suffering for ourselves with the mental chatter - our mind-made delusions, if you will. And even our attempts to get out it can be one more level of reinforced suffering -- because it is so very hard to break free of these mental patterns. While I'm not Christian, I found very moving and fascinating how he related so many concepts back to specific teachings of Jesus. Anyway -- wishing you inner peace. It is a struggle.
