Hearing everyones success stories is truly so inspiring! And what's even more inspiring is knowing there are others JUST LIKE ME who have the same behaviors I do. I feel SO much shame after I binge and have only told one person that I do it. I joke around about how much I love food with my friends but its not a joke anymore. Now when I binge, I am just self sabotaging. I have been searching for help and to find support for these habits that I have developed over the past 6 months. Stress is what triggered it and now I cant control it. Although I am not obese and weigh 140, I am scared for what the future holds for me if I dont get it under control.
Last year I was down to 130. I NEVER thought I could get there. And I did. But then I self sabotaged and im back up again. I realize my issues are deeper than an insane love for food. There are more emotional and I need to address that first.
Anyways, sorry so long!!! I am new to this website and am THANKFUL I found a place where I feel like I am not along and I can share my thoughts with people who UNDERSTAND! I am DETERMINED to get to my goal weight of 120......and I WILL!!!