Over the past few weeks when I get home from work ( where there is no temptation and you can only eat what you bring, where it's safe ) I just eat...anything. Crisps (chips) Cake, Biscuits (cookies) Bread.. just anything. I can't seem to stop it. I can feel myself slipping backwards. I don't dare weigh myself.
I just want my stomach to dissappear so I won't ever feel hungry again. I just look down and want to slice the fat off.
I'm not the sort of binger who eats vast amounts of anything, I just graze on EVERYTHING. I don't know how to stop it. I can't afford to move out, mother refuses to stop baking...I'm just trapped here and I can't get out.
I can't motivate myself to go to the Gym or any classes past Monday's aerobics...
I'm lost.