Thanks, that is what i was thinking. I just wish i could meet someone who was going threw somewhat of the same thing. Or someone to get it threw my head that I need not to stess over food. I did read a GREAT quote last night however, it was something like, if you keep telling yourself that you are normal when it comes to food, you will eventully be just normal when it comes to food. I thought about that and it really made sence to me.

And i know that it is all a battle of self dicaplain, and with out that what do you really have.