I've had to do that with videos before (both because I needed to catch my breath and because I couldn't figure out the dang steps, lol), and I know it can be frustrating! But just think, the more you do it the fewer breaks you'll have to take and soon you'll be able to get through the whole thing. When I have to pause I try to do side steps or hamstring curls to keep my heart rate from coming down too low, so really it's just like I've added some low intensity intervals into the workout.
I had a really hard day yesterday, it felt completely hopeless like I just
know I'm never going to make it. But after forcing myself to look at the positive for a bit today things are looking up. It's not just about the destination we're trying to reach but the living and learning while we get there.
And congrats on day 4! Even just one day without binging is a victory, because it means you are trying and you are taking control. No matter how many times you fall down, it's not a failure if you get back up.
