Frantic-Cool Ranch doritos are one of my favorites, I can't keep them in the house. Ugh! It's like they have crack in them.
And KarenLee--fake it 'till you make it! This seriously is my life's strategy! Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. And food fantasies, what you can eat alone--all the time! Apparently not so crazy... I think that the anticipation is often better than the binge itself. Although the anticipation can be torture, if you're with other people and you have to wait awhile for a binge.
I often think about how a normal person would eat. I used to have a roommate, very thin (healthy though), who would often indugle in "treats". But she wouldn't hide it, she wouldn't obsess over it. So I try to eat like that now. If I want a little treat when I'm out with friends, that's fine. Just not alone. No extra treats when I'm in my apartment, alone, because then I'll go overboard. If I feel ashamed about it, if I feel I need to hide it, I do my best not to eat it.

