Sad hello,
I am bummed, I feel like I have to turn in my imaginary 1 week "sober" chip and start over again. I went to party with DH last night (its hard to get a overnight sitter so we can really stay out late) I was being so good! I said no thank you to all the yummy booze, but around 11, they ordered cheese and veggie pizzas ...it smelled soooooooooooooooooo good, it just triggered the animal in me, I was hungry, it was late and it was like a switch in my brain just went.... "oh F it!" I mean, I made allowances to have a few small snacks at the party, but there really wasn't anything to nibble and by the time the pizza got here I was hungry and once I started, I just went back and back.
Oh well, tiny little folded flag ceremony for my week and a half binge free, just wanted to vent so I could purge the guilt and not have it start a new binge today... today is a new day, I guess, I'm just sad