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Originally Posted by Fat Chick B Gone
Hey Sweet! How'd the session go?
Eh it was okay! I don't think I'm going to see her again but it was a huge wake up call for me. I realized that I really don't need her help. As much as I think I'm out of control, I'm really not.
Over spring break, I ate moderate portions, and never binged once, and I walked soo much at disney land and Universal Studios. I also made the healthiest choices I could, but if i couldn't, I just took a smaller portion.
This time, I'm going to do the same attack. maybe worrying about what foods I could and could not eat was what was causing me to have binging problems anymore. Going on a diet is suchh a committment in my house. Especially when your whole family doesn't really care. But I just need to have a good game plan and I think I will be fine.
I thought my psychiatrist was slightly weird. She didn't try to get comfortable with me before asking me what my problems were and I just felt awkward and uncomfortable in the room. I do think there were some positve things to the session. It definitely motivates me to get everything under control and maybe be a bit more calm around my parents and sisters.
Overall, I don't think seeing a psychiatrist is for me. I'm all about helping people with their problems but I honestly am a bit of a "to my own" type of person and would fine talking to someone about my personal issues a bit annoying. They will never truly understand unless they live in my shoes.
But if it helps you, go for it! I just think it wasn't for me. I definitely am going to get this on control on my own and with the help of 3FC if i need it!
I think two years ago, when I was dealing with a more extreme uncontrollable eating disorder, I would have needed her but I've already overcome that and I'm just dealing with the aftermath. One step at a time.