Want You to Know
Sometimes, there are things we wish others close to us could know, even if we have not the courage to open up and tell them face to face. Things about who we really are inside that we so desperately wish we could say...could share...but end up keeping silent about because we are afraid. Afraid of rejection, afraid of reaction, afraid that once we say it the other person might think of us differently. Some of us may go our entire lives thinking " i wish you could see inside my heart, because then you would really know ", but of course, they can't.
So, you don't have to say who it is to, but if there is something about you that you have always wanted to reveal to someone but are unable to for whatever reason, this is the place to share. i guess i'll start...
1. The reason i hold on so tightly when you hug me is because i know when you finally do let go, i will feel empty inside again.
2. Sometimes i just want you to listen. Not talk, not interrupt, not offer advice or suggestions, not try to fix me. Sometimes all i want is to know i have been heard, even if i'm not understood.
3. i feel too ashamed, too embarrassed, too scared to tell you i don't know how to comfort myself without the food.
4. Not once have i ever felt good enough.
5. You cannot save me from myself, no matter how much you may want to.
6. Even when it doesn't look like it, i am trying, and i'm doing the best that i can in the moment.
Last edited by thinnythighs; 08-15-2007 at 01:00 PM.
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