B- 3 pancakes w/ maple syrup + milk: 444
S- apple + yogurt: 155
S- licked cake batter & icing + rice krispy treats: 250

S- slice of cake with whipped cream and topped with strawberry sauce: 305
S- 5 rice cakes: 230

D- grilled chicken + egg plant + soba noodles w/ tomato sauce: 279
Total so far = 1663
Oh.. man today wasn't good... I weigh myself every Saturday and today I lost 0.4lbs which is better than nothing I guess ---I bet I just reversed that loss from this though..
---..I woke up pretty late and realised I have a lot of baking to do and little time, So I didn't have much time to think about food choices because I was stuck baking all day for big parties coming up and I had to make cake.. rice krispies, cookies... I was bound to mess up
I made the cake put it in the oven but licked the bowl, spoon.. everything
and I couldn't stop myself from going into binge mode straight after which explains the rice cakes. I feel so out of control I'm not too sure what to do right now.. I still want to stuff my face mad with junk! I think it has to do with the fact I am really dehydrated today all I had was a cup of milk and nothing else yet so I think I need to drink a lot of water to get out of this binge-mode.. No matter what, I must do better tomorrow and get back on the wagon!

Also, didn't realize the "orange chicken" was meatless till after I made it, was actually very tasty! I think I'm going to have some peanut butter and toast soon, I'm low on calories (not a hungry day)
I felt a little overwhelmed and anxious being around all those trigger foods for me. I actually didn't have any! There was a bowl of plain strawberries and a can of whip cream so I settled with that and it was delish! On my way out they handed out a gift basket of cupcakes and cake slices left over and now they are stuck here with me in the house! I am going to only save a few things and try to give most away.