thanks for the warm welcome!
i cant remember who said what so here is group reply.
i am very leery of eating more than 1500 calories. super nervous actually. i have NOT succeeded in losing weight below 217 since i was an adult. and using the calorie calculaors does not work. they all appear to be smoking something!
most tell me to lose weight i have to eat around 2000 calories a day. ARE THEY FREAKING CRAZY????

whoops, sorry. just doesnt make sense.
but yesterday i just kept track of my calories; not limiting what i ate. just to get a feel for where i was now. of course as the day went on and the number grew....i did eat less than i normaly would. but i ended at about 1700)(maybe a bit more as i didnt measure anything).
and the scale MOVED!!

233. i have seen this number once in august for exactly one day.
i wasnt hungry last evening *when i cut myself off) but i wanted to snack!
and on weights...i do bicep/tricep curls, incline press and lat pull downs 2 times a week. was doing every 3rd day but kept getting when i was to do them confused and was too sore all the time. and situps on balance ball. except they are in pushup position and you roll ball in. no pressure on my back and i feel them.
and i will be using corinne netzers calorie book and calorieking and the one on here to track calories and i am writing them down in a paper journal. and i have stickers to encourage myself.
i think i answered all the comments and questions. i hope!
i am making chicken veggie soup from scratch. chicken carcass in pot on stove simmering now. then will go in crock pot with some chicken thighs and stock. later today i will drop in a bag of frozen vegs and i have stoup (stew/soup-courtesy of rachel ray) for lunch for my workdays.
time for breakfast and then off to workout and run errands.
thanks again for the welcome!
ps: i am most excited because in the past i was a low carber and the restriction was so hard. i can have anything!


just have to spend my calories wisely. kinda like budgeting.