
I just can't see myself planning and counting for the rest of my life, at least not at the level many here seem to do. Not that there's anything wrong with that at all -- in fact, I sometimes wish I could feel comfortable doing that as a lifestyle. But, I know myself and what I can keep up long-term and what I most likely cannot. So, I'm just using this (usually) counting time while I'm losing as a learning time. Learning what's healthy, what's not, what works for me and what doesn't, and, most importantly, making it second nature. Digesting this whole healthy way of life so that it is who I am, not just something I do. At least that's my goal for now. I reserve the right to change my mind tomorrow.

Sorry for the ramble. It's something that's been bouncing around my brain for a while now and I guess it just came out.

