Jerseygyrl,
Isn't it amazing how there are different variations in terms of how the diet works for us?
And to be honest....I've had to make some variations this time around....as the diet is not working the exact same way for me as it did 20-some years ago. I had to tweak a few things. I attribute this to 1) me being older and 2) a medication I took back in 2005/2006 wreaked havoc on my metabolism. In fact, I had almost given up.....I kept doing the diet like I did 20-some years ago and could not get it to work. Once I researched and made some alterations.....success!
I've had to be quite a bit more militant and rigid this time around....but that's a small price to pay for getting it to work again. I was truly becoming devastated, afraid my metabolism had become permanently altered and was losing hope. I felt such an intense loss of control....helpless to lose the weight if I could not get the diet to work.
20-some years ago, I really didn't track the ketosis much....it was so much easier back then....the weight came off easily without all the intense analysis I have to do now. But you have to do what you have to do if you want to be successful, I guess....and I'm okay with that. I'm just SO grateful I got it to work again....something I used to take for granted....until medication altered my metabolism and I learned what true loss of control was. Sometimes we don't appreciate what we have until we lose it. The fact that I have to be much more rigid now seems inconsequential compared to getting control back. I had almost lost hope...now I feel euphoric that I even have control back.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that the last time....I was strictly focused on getting to goal. I had no sense of appreciating that the diet was working for me....just took for granted that it was.
This time, I'm enjoying every step of the way rather than being totally focused on goal. Because I SO appreciate that it's actually working and I've gained control back again. I didn't appreciate that until I lost it....and I'm so very grateful to have gotten it back. I hope that makes sense.
I mean, really.....words cannot express the euphoria I feel that I've actually lost ANYTHING, much less half the weight I need to in order to get to goal. I literally almost cannot believe that I've gone from a size 40" waist jeans to 34" ones.....that I can look in the mirror and see someone who looks normal now and not grotesque....and too difficult to even look at. I cannot tell you....for almost 2 full years, I tried and tried and kept getting on the scale and could not go down even ONE pound! And now....161.3 today...from 195. It's almost like a dream. It's quite different this time around....because I am just so grateful every step of the way.
And btw, Jerseygyrl....your transformation is amazing and you truly are an inspiration! Congratulations!