I just went raw 2 weeks ago, I was aiming for a true 100 percent too, but after alot of thought and self awareness I have decided for now, for this moment in my life I am ok with only doing 75 percent most days, and some days 100 percent..So my new official title for myself is *Pretty dam close to Raw Vegan* LOL
I try to keep my all my morning and afternoon foods ( I dont really offically eat meals anymore, I nibble..off and on all day pretty much )
But I try to keep what I eat before *dinner* time 100 percent raw, then around 5pm, if I am going to have a cooked something thats when I eat it, and then after that I stay raw the rest of the evening
except sometimes when I just HAVE TO HAVE POPCORN..lol
But then there are some days when I do stay 100 percent raw..Those are my *cleansing days*
What I would like to do is, 3 days a week raw and 4 days 75 percent raw and then eventually in time, start you know 4 days a week 100 percent, untill I am like at only Saturdays eatting cooked food incase I go out to eat and there is a lovely bready vegan dish I want or something
Like have a cheat day once a week
But I have only been raw for 2 weeks and the first week I lost 4 lbs, this week I lost 5lbs so at this point I am really afraid to mess with whatever I am doing, because apparently I am doing something good
So I am going to keep on this path I am on and when I start to platue or something then I will maybe add another 100 percent day or something and see if that wakes up the platue or something..
But I love Raw, I love it, love it, love it, love it, love it !!
I dont shove it on anyone, my friends are all now asking me why I am loosing weight so fast, or well how I am and I tell ppl I went raw ..when I was vegan I was a bit of a bread addict..and peanut butter ..lol I mean really..I was eatting ALOT of bread and peanut butter..like I would go on kinda werid complusive binges of eatting kinda vegan junk like that, not that bread and peanut butter are horrible for you, but it was WHITE bread and ALOT of peanut butter..lol
I was pretty heavy for a Vegan still actually, When I was just a vegatarian I was a utter junk food veggie too, I ate all sorts of crap I am totally embarrassed to admit I was eatting..as long as it didnt have meat in it, I was still eatting it in mass amounts..lol and it wasnt fruits and veggies..lol
But anyways so my friends are askings how I am loosing this weight, and its funny because when I went vegatarian a few years ago and then eventually vegan I lost just a few lbs here and there but ppl didnt go OH MY GOD JESS what are you doing? But now since going Raw, thats what I hear and I tell them about it because it is exciting and important to me, but I try not to shove it on anyone at all cuz its not meant for everyone I dont think just like vegatarism and veganism are not meant for every single person, I dont like when people shove religous stuff or what not on me so I dont want to be like that you know?
But I cant help be excited about what I am doing so I tell everyone I went raw , well pretty dam close to raw, and its amazing the people who now want to look into veganism and raw foods now..Now that I am really starting to trim down and my skin looks really good, now I am inspiring, ..
which is cool..
cuz yah being a vegan junk food junkie was apparently not inspiring to other ppl at all..lol
But I have to admit I have one horrible habit that keeps me shy on raw food boards on the net, I still smoke cigs, I am quitting Nov 1st, that is my quit date, the program I am in you can set it up to 6 months in the future, so I set mine on Nov 1st ( it was a good date due to some other stuff going on in sept and oct )
And I will quit this time!
But yah till I do that I carry this guilt thing with me..
I also still drink wine in moderation, and most raw foodists and fruitarians get really crappy about wine drinkers too, I dont think I will give up my wine, I really enjoy my after dinner glass and my few glasses on Saturday nights outside in the summer here, and that is just something that I feel is ok for my body at this moment in life..if it ever feels not ok or is not in decent moderation then I will consider giving it up..