Hi Marianna! I do the Scale Dance too. Every morning is a crapshoot.
Well, not really...I know after a binge night I'll be up, and after a "regular" day I'll be down or the same.
I'm pregnant right now so am not trying to actively lose, but maintain. I don't want to go above 175 this pregnancy. This morning I'm 172 but that's following a mega-binge over the weekend (my siggie lies about when my last binge was) and I was wwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaay up, so I'm actually on my way back down to 170. I don't want to go below that, or above 175. I'm doing the Carb Addict's Diet to maintain.
I'm 13 weeks along. Just 27 short weeks to go.
So I definitely hear you on losing a couple, gaining 5, losing 7, gaining back 4...oh man! One thing I've noticed, emotional causes notwithstanding: if I try to eat way too little, I am virtually guaranteed a binge, whereas if I eat a bit more and lose much more slowly, at least I do lose and I don't binge as often so of, say, any 5 lbs. I lose I get to keep 2 of them...it goes like that. Gradually it does go down (although not right now since as I said I'm only trying to maintain). Do you feel full on South Beach? How often do you eat?
Try REALLY HARD not to feel deprived. As a compulsive eater that is like shoving a cigarette under an ex-smoker's nose. "Hey, guess what, you can't have this. Or this. And you can't have this either. But you can have a TINY bit of that. Just a tiny bit. Okay...THAT'S ENOUGH, we're taking it away now." It's just not the way to go. Try really hard to feel full if possible!