Hi Everyone,
I'm back on the wagon. I fell off last year and I hit the ground hard. After a long and disappointing relationship with WW and Southbeach I pretty much gave up. I thought, well if I'm going to be fat anyway I might as well eat what I want. And I did. I really did. But now that even my fat clothes don't fit anymore, I've decided to stop licking my high calorie wounds and start over.
It took me a long time to get motavated again. The angel on my shoulder has been telling me to get moving since before the holidays, but the devil on my other shoulder would just stuff a donut in it's mouth and shut it up. This went on until April when the angel finally won, because the devil was too fat to get up and stop it.
Anyway, I've decided to jump in with both feet and I'm using the WW points as a guide but not going to meetings. I am excersizing a good amount. 3 1/2 hours a week minimum light to moderate cardio and weights 1/2 hour, 3 times a week. I really hope this works for me because I can't stand being this size anymore. I just want to be able to fit into the clothes in my closet again.
Also, though my husband and friends have noticed the increased activity, no one knows how much or that I'm also dieting. I'm afraid to say it out loud. So instead I'm coming here in hopes of finding a support group wothout everyone I know labeling me as being on a diet again.
Wish me luck girls!