Good morning, Kier and Laura!! It's another warm, HUMID day here and the A/C is still broken... The guys came last night to look at it and needed a part. It's supposed to get in today so they're going to come back and fix it. Of course, it's supposed to cool down tonight and be really nice tomorrow. This is the story of my life...
Things as far as eating are not going well. Monday, I planned my day and was going to be OP. I totally blew it. Yesterday, same story. I just don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't stop eating and can't say no to anything. And there are all these reasons that I should be taking care of myself--my sister and I are both good candidates for diabetes, osteoporosis, breast cancer, and heart problems. Seriously, what is wrong with me??
I did a little thinking last night and it occurred to me that I'm not even trying. I'm making my goals for the day, but not even thinking about them or trying to reach them after that. So, today, I'm going to put some effort into it--when I lost my weight before, it wasn't easy and it didn't come by not working toward it. I go to the Y and walk on the treadmill for an hour over lunch, so working out isn't the problem. The problem is the eating and the not being able to say no. If I could stay OP for just a few days, I know I could get back into doing it again.
OK, enough whining from me (even though I'm starting to feel a little desperate and really frightened, as well as disappointed in myself)...
Kier--Way to go staying POP yesterday!! Send me some of your motivation, maybe I'll be able to do it today... Those cookies sound really good, I wish we had an Ikea nearby, I'd go try some out and see what I think--no wait, I can't, I gotta stay OP today and would probably just binge on them. Good luck with the cooking and definitely post the recipe if you like it!!
Laura--I think the walking in the morning option sounds like a good plan. You might be surprised--CB might even like going with you. In fact, the other day Aaron said "When are we going to go for a walk again?" We took a long, 4-mile walk one night and I didn't think he enjoyed himself, but evidently he did. CB may like it too. Of course, when we went, Aaron must have thought it was going to be some sort of major excursion, because he stuck a bunch of granola bars in his pockets. I don't know if he thought we were going to get lost or be outdoors for a long time or what, but he's such a goof...
Well, I'm going to do some work. I'll try to stop in again later.