Sometimes feel I am the most impatient person in the world. I want everything immediately, so I get discouraged and give up quickly. (It's funny, because my kids are that way too, but they're kids so it's understandable, and I'm trying to teach them the value of patience. Me, of all people!)
But I am looking at it this time as a lesson that I need to learn. It's a lesson the universe keeps throwing in my face and I keep rejecting it, but this time I am determined to see it through.
So bottom line is that I totally understand where you are coming from. I am in my third week. Week one I lost 1.8 pounds and I was also disappointed until I realized, hey, that's better than gaining. That attitude helped me to keep going. That, and the tremendous support from the folks here.
You are doing great so far. You've come a long way already, you WILL be successful in this journey.