I SO disagree with you! I see lots of positives. Here's all the plus I see
You are posting here. So you are ready to at least think about changes. Even if you aren't ready to execute all changes.
You seem open to thinking out advice others share without a chip on your shoulder about it.
So you have a good attitude.
You have been to a doc to check body health.
You have been to a shrink to check mental health.
You have been to a nutritionist to get a grip on the food front.
All signs of taking action and caring for self. WTG!
You have discovered that your support staff there is perhaps NOT telling you all you need to know about prediabetes and diabetes basics as a newly dx'd person. That you can fix by reading more online about your condition, seeking diabetes class, asking more questions of them like "Hey! Where are my labs!? Hey! Where's my diet sheet for my calorie level?! Hey! When's my followup? Do I need a meter? Chop chop!" and even dumping them and seeking better. It's not your fault if they aren't holding up their end of the job. You seem to be trying to hold up your end. Overwhelmed, but that's hardly unusual for newly dx'd people. You are trying here. That counts for something!
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"Insulin Resistance Diet" from the library. That's the best explanation of pairs I have found in a book. My own dietitian explained it tic tac toe style in pictures. If you need that way too I can elaborate later. I'd have to find it.
You know where you cut down to. 1500. You know this did not fly well. Ok, some mystery here still but you KNOW one clue. I'd suggest to just log food then with NO changes at all and see where you normally are at. Perhaps the drop to 1500 was too steep to take with blood sugar wiggies?
You know sugar is your biggest weakness. You know you crash a lot. More clues. Yay! (To me that sets a light bulb off -- do you know "sugar" is not always sweet TASTING stuff? Any -ose is a sugar. Lactose in dairy. Starchy grains and root veggies. So you may want to pay special attention to how much of that you get -- how often? What portion size? And to make sure to match up with a protein food to slow it down from hitting your blood sugar too hard.
"Sleepy" is sometimes called "carb coma" and if you crash in the afternoon you aren't gonna want to sleep at bedtime at night.
Although heavy, you are somewhat strong and very fexible for an obese person. Excellent! So you have clues about your fitness strengths too!
You have a school gym!? My... my.... lookee here. What other positive we found now?
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My nutrionist says I should go to sleep at 10pm every night to have a full 8 hrs of sleep. Its been hectic seeing as mom always wants me to do something for her...
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Ok, ID'd mom relationship as a possible work area. Can mom make out lists? Then you can tackle. No last minute stuff distracting you from health sleep need.
Also, I can’t cook. Ok, ID'd an area. To me so far this is the only actual downer because having this skill can make diet so much easier.
I’ve tried cooking merely veggies but the taste...oh the taste...I don’t see any positives so far except that I’m up for anything despite taste.
Up for anything despite taste, huh? That's sounds like an adventurous, gutsy gal to me.
One thing I see is ID another area -- work at finding the positives more. Because your list is slam full of them. And you aren't seeing 'em.
Soooo.... 3 negs that aren't THAT neg. (balancing mom stuff so you can sleep on time, cooking skill improvement, seeing positives more clearly.)
And what? 11 plus! You are wealthy over here at square 1! Hardly impoverished starting your health journey!
Keep on listing, chickie. What else is there to ID? Later you can categorize into piles and form the attack plan. You are doing great so far!
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